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Perfect	By : Shinji606 Category: DC Verse Cartoons - Teen Titans > Slash - Male/Male > Beast Boy/Robin Views: 3376 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter Nine
Perfect Suicide

Beast Boy placed a hand on the window in front of him. He had some how made it out of his room and into the living room. The young titan looked at the rain hitting the ground below him. Beast Boy had always loved the rain he thought it was beautiful, pure and relaxing.

“I want to die in the rain; I want to look pure like the rain when I die.” Beast Boy said as tears fell down his face. Beast Boy went back to his room and changed into Robin’s Robes from the island. Beast Boy smiled because the robes covered him like a gown, and he actually thought he looked beautiful. Beast Boy considered all the ways he could kill himself. He could shoot himself in the head, but the only person who had anything close to a gun in the house was Cyborg. And he and his gun were out stopping a robbery. “That’s out; to bad it would have been quick.” Beast Boy said with a sad grin. The next popular was hanging but Beast Boy heard that it was painful and made you look weird. Plus there was no were to hang himself out in the rain. Beast Boy sighed

“I could always drug myself” the youngest titan thought out loud as he walked to the medicine cabinet. “Of course we’re all out of anything that might kill me.” Beast Boy growled as he foraged through the cabinets. ”And the cleaning supply closet is locked away from Silky and only Robin knows the code.” The changeling whined getting aggravated. Jumping wasn’t an option. Beast Boy knew himself to well. If he jumped he would chicken out and morph into something that could fly. Beast Boy through the dishes that were next to medicine cabinet on the ground, watching them shatter. Beast Boy caught his reflection in the window. It reminded him of the night at the butterfly field when he was caught cutting him self by the boy he now couldn’t live with out. “It’s so ironic. He probably saved my life that night just to kill me another time.” Beast Boy suddenly smiled he knew how he was going to die.

Beast Boy wasn’t a virgin to cutting, but he had never done it to kill himself. The younger boy often wondered what it would be like to push as hard as he could in the past, and tonight he was going to find out. Beast Boy went into his lover’s room one more time. He breathed in the sent that belonged to the teen he loved enough to die for. Tears fell down the younger boy’s face as he remembered the island and how happy he was even if it was only for a little bit. He cried even more when he remembered the silhouette stranger. “You’re too late and you promised you would come.” Beast Boy said angry at the silhouette and at himself, because he truly believed Robin was the silhouette. Beast Boy had enough he grabbed one of the many sharp weapons Robin kept in his room and left the titans tower. Beast Boy knew he had about another two hours in till the team got home. If he started now he would die before anyone got back and he wouldn’t have to see his friends cry. Beast Boy steeped out side into the rain. He knew he would do it in the font of the tower right before the entrance to the elevator. It was the prettiest place in all of Jump City. Especially on rainy days, it was the way the mist and rain hit the ocean. Beast Boy loved this place, and he would die here looking at the rain. A sad smile reached his face because even though this was sad that thought didn’t sound so bad. Robin stood in the rain and looked straight up slowly he closed his eyes and just let the rain drench his face. Beast Boy slowly brought up the weapon witch ironically turned out to be one of Robin’s sharp as a razor boomerang’s that he keeps all over the damn tower. Beast Boy laughed as he brought the sharp object to his wrist. The first two cuts were hesitation marks like the ones he usually left but soon he got brave and cut deeper. Finally the young changeling was to the point he could cut both wrist as hard as he could. His blood stained the ground and his overly large robes red as his it spilt all over. Soon Beast Boy felt dizzy and laid down staring at the raining sky as it cried over the life that slowly drained away from his body.

“It took at least 30 minutes to actually do it, and I give my self another 20 minutes before I am dead. It will be about another hour before anyone finds me.” Beast Boy smiled sadly as the rain continued to mourn for the boy bleeding on the ground. Beast Boy briefly wondered if his friends would be sad, but mostly he wondered if Robin would be sad. Beast Boy smiled at the beauty of the rain mixing with his own crimson blood. In the back ground the young titan could have sworn he heard Robin’s motorcycle, but knew that was impassible because a robbery’s always took about three hours. Little did Beast Boy know he was wrong, and he was about to learn he had been wrong about many things.

Robin and the rest of the team walked huddled together because of the rain. They were all happy to be home early, as it would turn out the robbery was a fake call. However Robin couldn’t shake the feeling something bad had happened.

“Oh well at least to night will be the night I get to tell my Kitten I love him.” Robin smiled but for some reason felt sad. Raven was walking next to Starfire while Cy blocked them form the rain. Robin briefly listened while Raven tried to talk Star and Cy into a movie so the two lovers of the house could be alone. Suddenly all three teens that walked behind ran in to their much bigger friend Cyborg as he just stopped dead in his tracks.

“Geez, Good to know your brakes work Cy” Robin joked a little annoyed by the sudden stop. Cy didn’t say anything he just starred open mouthed as tears streamed down his face. All three teens slowly followed there silently sobbing friends gaze. Robin’s heart shattered into a million pieces and he suddenly found it hard to breathe as his legs gave completely out. Robin found him self knelling in the rain following a mix of blood and rain with his eyes up to his younger lovers wrists. Robin watched as Raven and Cyborg kneeled to the barely conscious Boy who was with in crawling distance to Robin. Robin slowly mustered up enough strength to do just that. Somehow he even managed enough strength to push Cy, Raven and Star way from the younger boy. Robin picked Beast Boy up in his lap and hugged him. Blood dripped on to Robin’s gloveless hands and on to his uniform. Robin didn’t care who was watching anymore. Robin just wanted to know why his Kitten was tying to take his own life. Beast Boy slipped his mask off and looked down into his lover’s eyes, as tears fell down on to the younger boys cheeks. The other three titans just starred. Beast Boy brought his left hand up revealing the butterfly ring and cupped Robin’s face. Robin brought his left hand up placed over Beast Boy’s hand completing the butterfly. Tears feel down Beast Boys face, as he felt the new pain of hurting the person he loved most in the world.

“Why Kitten” Robin managed to get out between sobs. Beast Boy looked at his older lover his hand still on his and the beautiful butterfly they both created.

“You finally came to rescue me didn’t you Robin” Beast Boy asked the older boy holding him tight. “I am sorry I didn’t want to be your toy, but I can’t live with out you. Robin I love you. I love you more then myself. I love you more then my own life. At first all I wanted was for you to need me to notice me. Even if it was only for a short time, but now I want you to love me too.” Beast Boy mumbled out weakly. Robin cried and held the younger boy tighter, as he looked up and pleaded with the other three teens to do something anything. Robin looked back down at the boy he loved so much.

“Kitten I do need you. I need you to be able to breath. I need you to live. Please Gar don’t go. Don’t leave me hear with out your light. I am such an idiot I am so sorry just…just don’t go.” Robin pleaded with the young fading boy in his arms.

“Why should I stay Robin? Tell me what I want to hear. What I always wanted to hear and I’ll fight. Just give me a reason to try. Tell me why you need me” Beast Boy said secretly begging to be able to fight. Robin starred at his younger lover and smiled.

“I love you Gar. I need you because I love you, and if you die at least let me die with you. I can’t live with out you and I don’t want to try.” Robin said not caring that the others could see. Robin brought there mouths together and they kissed. Beast Boy wrapped his arms around the older boy’s neck, and closed his eyes.

“Come find me, I’ll be waiting for you.” The younger boy said with a smile. “Come save me Robin.” Beast Boy whispered before he passed out from blood loss. Robin looked up at the only one he knew could help.

“Raven Please Don’t Let Him Die! I’ll do anything you want just don’t let him die.” Robin begged the pale crying girl in front of him.

“I would never let Beast Boy die, but their is still some one that deserves a explanation” Raven said as she pointed to a hurt confused looking Starfire. Cyborg stood behind her equally confused but more worried about his young friend’s life.

“Robin, Raven and I will take Beast Boy to the medical unit you talk with Star.” With that Cy took Beast Boy from a very reluctant Robin. With the injured boy finally let go of Raven and Cy ran to the medical room leaving alone Robin and Star. Robin starred at the girl who had been his friend for so long he know he had to be blunt and there was no going back now.

“Star, I don’t love you.” Robin braced himself for the crying and the yelling and the hurt, but it never came.

“Robin on my home planet sensing feelings is second nature. I know you don’t love me. I am not going to say it does not the braking of the heart, but I will get over it. Beast Boy needs you and you need him. Now go to him before you regret it, and don’t worry you will always have me as a friend.” The alien princess told her best friend with a sad smile. Robin smiled softly at his orange friend and pulled her into a tight embrace.

“Thank you” Robin whispered and then he turned to run to the hospital wing. Star sighed as she cried a little for her own heart break, but mostly for her young green friend that won over the heart of their leader. She smiled sadly thinking of that pain the youngest titan felt during him and Robin’s exchange sad exchange.

“Oh friend Beast Boy I will pray for you and Robins love.” The alien princess announced to the rain as she smiled sadly.

Robin ran as fast as he could to the medical wing. Robin slammed the door open and saw Raven and Cy sitting and staring at there young friends as he slept. Robin looked at the freshly patched Bandages and the good job Raven did closing the wounds up.

“How long will he be asleep?” Robin asked Raven. She sighed and looked at her friend with a worried face.

“That is up to you.” Raven said as she took a deep breath. Robin looked at her confessed. “His injuries would have killed him if the robbery had been a real call. But we got back just in time he is stable right now but wont wake up in till you wake him up. You see I searched his mind and he told me to tell you to come find him.” Raven explained to a deep in thought Robin.

“I am not sure what he means, but I’ll figure it out.” Robin said to his two comrades. Robin walked over to sleeping Beast Boy and put his hand on his slumbering lover’s face.

“You hear that Kitten I’ll find you.” Robin told the sleeping boy as he kissed his lips. Robin looked over at his two comrades. Raven was smiling while Cy had a grumpy face.

“Does my relationship bother you Cy.” Robin asked a little worried.

“No, as long as you both are happy it’s just now I owe Speedy $250 bucks and my personally stereo system.” Cy said sounding like he might cry. ”However Robin if he ever gets hurt like this again both me and Raven will kill you. Won’t we girl?” Cy said as he looked at the girl sitting next to him.

“Oh it will be a fate worse then death Robin” Raven said as her and Cy got up to leave Robin smiled a little.

“Well I need to go and find Gar.” Robin as he bid his to friend’s good bye.

Two weeks had passed and Robin barely left Beast Boy alone. The only clue he had was this dream he kept on having. In the dream Robin found himself wearing the robes they got on the island while he stood in the butterfly field. A big Butterfly would fly by and Robin would follow it to the tree where Robin first realized he loved Beast Boy. There under the tree would be his lover facing away form him.

“Robin Come find me and hurry the hell up” Beast Boy would say never turning around. Then Beast Boy would call the butterfly to himself.

“I’ll be waiting” Beast Boy would taunt as Robin would stir form his sleep.

Raven came in to see barley awake Robin holding his lovers hands.

“You need sleep Robin. You’re not going to do him any good half way asleep now go to bed” Raven ordered. Robin agreed that sleep would be the best thing right now and went off to his room. Raven changed a few things then went off to bed. Fifteen minutes went boy when Beast Boy received his nightly secret visitor.

“How do you feel to day friend Beast Boy” Star asked as she watched the younger boy sleep.

“You need to hurry up and wake. Robin misses you so much. He has hardly ever left your side. Robin has not even left to go fight crime! Please wake up soon Beast Boy so I may witness the purity of your love. I fear for my dear friend.” She said sadly.

“I think I know why friend Robin loves you so much Beast Boy. It’s because you are imperfect and yet you never give up. You always come with a smile and when you don’t its scary. Do you remember when you said you wanted to be me? Well Beast Boy I wish I was you because you are amazing. You bring such light to every room. Even now as you sleep I see the light you create for all of us.” Starfire looked at her sleeping friend and a few tears dripped down her cheek.

“The light you have is so much brighter then any others, and the light you have is so pretty. This light is your imperfections that show us the way to perfection.” She cupped the young boys face in her hands and smiled brightly knowing she had such a wonderful perfect friend, and it made her so happy. Beast Boy had just unknowingly gave her some of his light.

“You see Friend Beast Boy it is your imperfections that make you perfect.”
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