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A Super Apology	By : TMFUSYWER Category: DC Verse Television > SuperGirl Views: 12741 -:- Recommendations : 4 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own CW's Supergirl, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Alex pulled the trigger. The bullet left the gun barrel and aimed at Lena. Even though Lena was absolutely shocked by the development of this situation, she had quick enough reflexes and managed to drop down, evading Alex's gun. She then quickly stood up and hid behind Kara's almost lifeless body. Kara wasn't completely passed out, but she was so exhausted that she was desensitized of anything. Lena knew that Kara was her only protection, Alex wouldn't shoot her.
"Wait!! Ale-" Lena loudly exclaimed but came out short.
"I knew something was wrong!!!" Alex yelled out at the top of her lungs while vigorously closing the distance between her and Lena.
Lena had to think of something quick, Kara's body gave her temporary protection, but if Alex got close enough, it wouldn't matter, however she was lost for words...
"No, Alex, stop! I-" Lena spewed out but was cut off.
"I noticed there was something up with Kara and I had a feeling that you were to blame!!" Alex didn't lose any of the power in her voice.
"Please, don't-!" Lena cried out, but once again couldn't finish.
"But this?!?! What have you done, you monster?!" Alex's voice was now mixing with cries, as she was closing in, she could see Kara better as well and her exhausted, hanging body.
Alex almost had a clear shot and Lena didn't have any weapons to protect herself with. Well, she did in fact have a gun in one of her bags, but that was all the way across the room. The only thing she had accessible nearby was the cattle prod and she already threw that away in fear. Lena knew that if she didn't do something instantly, she was dead. But she couldn't think of anything, she just couldn't. The only thing that could probably save her was Kara. If Kara told Alex to stop, she would. But Kara couldn't get a word out of her. She probably didn't even know what was happening.
Alex was just a few steps away now, and Lena couldn't do anything but try and run. But she was so scared, that she spent what felt like ages thinking about her next actions, that before she realized it, Alex was right in front of her, trigger ready. Lena hopelessly put her hands up and closed her eyes, awaiting the inevitable.
But instead of the bitter release, something else came. A sharp pain as Alex instead decided to strike Lena across the face with the grip of her pistol.
Lena fell to the ground and screamed out in pain as a big bruise almost instantly appeared on her left cheek. She was dizzy, Alex hit her cheek, but it was such a hit, that it made her whole head immensely hurt. When she tried to open her eyes, Alex was now staring at Kara in disbelief, but still ticking her eyes between the two of them.
Alex couldn't understand how could Kara have all these bruises and wounds, why did she scream so much earlier? How did Lena do that? Alex wanted to take care of Kara immediately, but her anger took the best of her, so she instead focused on Lena first.
"What- What did you do to her?!" Alex still had huge power in her voice but choked on her tears as he couldn't handle the sight of her sister just hanging there, lifeless.
Lena couldn't even answer and Alex safely locked her gun in the holster and moved towards Lena, grabbing her by the coat and punching her.
"Tell me!!!" Alex yelled out just a few inches away from Lena's beaten down face.
"I-I, y-you don't u-understand.." Lena's voice was suddenly very weak and dizzy as she was almost unconscious after Alex's hits.
"I- ahhhhhh!!!!!!!" Alex growled in frustration as she wanted all the answers now, but she was also slowly realizing that by hitting Lena she was just slowing down the process.
So she decided to let go of Lena, and yelled out again, her voice was becoming very raspy from all the yelling, "tell me, NOW!!!".
"I- S-she wanted this..."  Lena tried to get the shortest answer out of her, that would bring the most satisfying results, she definitely didn't want to get hit again. But this answer was a double-edged sword...
"WHAT?! How can you lie to my face, even at this moment?! Are you kidding me, Lena?! You cold-hearted, bitch!" Alex spewed out angrily as she was about to hit Lena again.
Lena, however, extended her arm in protection and quickly continued, "P-please don't. I swear I'm not lying!" Well, one could debate over whether Lena was lying or not. In this relationship were things that Kara wanted and offered freely. On the other hand, there were a lot of things that Kara didn't want at all and things that were forced upon her.
"What?! What do you mean?? How could she wan- want, THIS?!" Alex's voice was failing her, the raspiness in her voice was growing and she was choking on her tears, but she didn't seem any less dangerous. if anything, it made Alex sound more animal-like and angry.
Lena also had a tear coming down her face, however, she wasn't noticeably crying, "T-that day at my bunker... When you lost contact with her f-for a bit... She came to me. Begging for my friendship, pleading that she would do anything... I-I was ready to reject her... again. But then I thought... What did it mean anything? I made her-" Lena couldn't continue explaining her side of the story as Alex burst out in anger again.
"So you made her what?! So she didn't want it, you just took disgusting advantage of an incredibly vulnerable person!! One of your best friends Lena!! She trusted you even when our whole team didn't! And this is how you repay her, this?!" Alex's emotions were almost overloading her. She couldn't believe the things Lena had done.
"I..." Lena was lost for words.
"All of this, because she hid her real identity from you?! She wanted to protect you for god's sake!" Alex angrily continued. She took another look at Kara, but that just filled her with more anger, she once again pulled out her gun, aiming it at Lena, "I swear I will kill you."
This time Lena really felt defeated, she felt like this was her end, but she built up some courage and at least didn't want to go out whining and even though her voice was trembling, she said, "Do it then."
**Throughout Alex's and Lena's exchange**
"tell...## N##!" Kara heard bits and pieces of the conversation. At first, she thought it was a dream, she recognized Alex's voice.
"...wanted this..." But as she was slowly gaining consciousness. She became more aware of her surroundings. Her head was buzzing, so she still couldn't hear properly, but she was able to lift her head lightly a few times. And saw Lena on the ground, with Alex standing above her. It didn't feel like a dream.
"WHAT... ...cold-hearted..." She wished she could just teleport somewhere else... Or fly off. She was so ashamed of what she caused. She wanted to stop this, she didn't want Alex to hurt Lena, but she didn't have the power to speak a word. Or did she? Actually, Kara wasn't even sure if she could talk, but she was so scared to reveal her presence to Alex. There was no good way out of this for her. Alex found out. She knew.
"...want... THIS..." Alex's words were not hurting just Lena, but Kara as well. She knew that the things she did with Lena were depraved, humiliating, and just disgusting. But hearing Alex saying all of this in such disgust and disbelief was just agonizing. Every single one of Alex's words was like a stab in her heart. For the very first time, Kara actually wished that Lena was harsher, so she would have been passed out and wouldn't have to hear and endure this.
"...She came... Begging... Pleading..." Kara kind of wished she could just scream out stop. Lena was revealing everything and she wasn't sure when would she stop. Would she tell Alex how she had to lick her own urine off the floor? Just the thought of that made her heart sink even more.
"...didn't want it... advantage... incredibly vulnerable...best friends Lena!... trusted you... when the... team didn't... this is how you repay... THIS..." Kara was becoming more and more aware, she heard more of the conversation, but that made it all the more painful, she wished she could hear less...
"...because she hid her real identity... wanted to protect you... god¨s sake..." Kara continued to silently listen to the conversation until she quietly gasped at these words, which she heard loud and clear, "I swear, I will kill you."
Kara was thinking, she had very dark thoughts. She didn't want Lena dead, but this just might be out of her ability to save her. Would she blame herself if she just let Alex pull the trigger and pretend like she was passed out the whole time? Wouldn't that be the way out of this hell that Lena has been putting her through? Kara was seriously thinking about it until she heard Lena's last resigned words.
"Do it then."
"n-n-no, s-stop... pl-please..." Kara coughed out with a lot more tamed and choked tone than she expected. She wanted to scream, instead, she almost whispered it.
These words worked on Alex like some kind of release from hypnosis as she just now realized that her priorities were wrong. She immediately, once again safely locked her gun in the holster and came up to Kara, grabbing her by the head, trying to force Kara to look her in the eyes.
Kara was too ashamed to look Alex in the eyes, so she tried to push her head down, but didn't have the power, so she at least turned away her eyes.
"Hey, hey, don't worry Kara, speak to me please, speak to me, are you okay??"
Kara didn't say a word, now it wasn't because she couldn't, but because she didn't want to.
"Come on Kara, look at me, you will be fine, listen to me, everything will be okay!" Alex kept on reassuring Kara while trying to get her to look at her, but Kara was successfully evading her stare.
Just now as she was checking Kara's marks and bruises from a closer distance, she noticed the collar and Kara's green veins that were extending from below it. Alex was about to blow again.
"Lena... Please tell me, you were NOT using kryptonite on my sister." While Alex already had suspicions of kryptonite, because in what another way would Lena be able to harm Kara, but this just confirmed it.
Alex's tone with this sentence wasn't the angry one she had before, just a very hard, cold, almost calm tone. Which was scary on a different level.
Lena who was still just in shock on the ground didn't know what to say. Of course, she used kryptonite, but how could she reason about it with Alex? There was no reasoning. But she hoped that now, Kara would be able to explain everything, hopefully, in the few days Kara and she had spent together made her afraid enough that Kara would be willing to lie for her if needed.
"I- You won't trust me, ask Kara..." Lena answered with a suddenly devilish tone and looked at Kara.
But Alex didn't wait for Kara's reply. Instead, she came up to Lena again and wiped the small smirk out of Lena's face with another punch.
"No, you will tell me everything and you will do it now, or I will make you wish you were dead!!" The arrogant answer that Lena gave her, didn't satisfy her at all, it only made her angrier.
"No, please, Ale-Alex... stop." Only Kara's words were able to stop Alex. As she did so almost immediately and came over to Kara again.
"What do you mean stop, Kara? She used kryptonite on you! You never tolerated someone even having it and not using it! And now you want me to stop?? After she has used it on you and tortured you? Tell me what's going on!" Alex was extremely confused and realized she would most likely get more satisfying answers from Kara than from Lena, so she was now willing to listen to her.
"I... I wante- I mean I didn..." Kara took a quick look at Lena and rephrased, "I agreed to it. I agreed to have kryptonite used on me, Alex..." Kara was crying in shame.
Even though Kara and Lena didn't know it, Alex had a very accurate idea and view of what was going on here, at least she did now. She just couldn't believe it. At first, she thought that Lena took Kara hostage, exploiting her, blackmailing her, and while some of it may have been true, it didn't seem that simple, not only that she couldn't believe it, she didn't want to believe it.
"Agreed? Kara-" Alex wanted to continue, but noticed that Kara was getting very dizzy again and just now realized how badly she handled this situation, she suddenly realized that Kara was still tied up, probably in terrible pain and she just kept on going from one place to another screaming, threatening Lena, pushing on Kara. she felt so stupid. She didn't waste time untying the ropes, she used a knife to cut them. Soon Kara was down, but she couldn't stand. She fell in Alex's arms and Alex sat down with her. The only thing left was the collar.
"Take it off, NOW!" Alex yelled out at Lena.
Lena had a brief thought of playing a bit, refusing to take it off and claiming that only her voice can unlock it, ensuring her survival, but then she realized that the collar is not made of some indestructible alloy and they would most likely be able to cut it off at the DEO, so she abandoned the idea pretty quickly.
Lena lazily uttered the word and the collar fell off into Alex's hand. Lena started to get up in an attempt to take the collar but was quickly stopped by Alex.
"Not a chance! And give me something to control this thing, it's still emitting kryptonite!" Alex commanded.
Lena was very reluctant. Was she really going to just hand over her masterpiece of a device to Alex? Just like that? It seemed like she had no other choice. Especially not now after she unlocked the thing. So she slowly reached into her pocket and grabbed a small remote device and reluctantly handed it over to Alex.
Lena didn't say a word, but the device was easy to understand and Alex managed to quickly turn off the collar.
Alex was not again aiming at Lena with her gun.
"You are not going to shoot me, are you?" Lena said with a bit of uncertainty, hoping that Alex changed her mind after all of this.
"I'm not. Trust me, I want to, I so do want to shoot you. But I respect Kara's wishes and her pleads and I respect her. Something that you obviously didn't do in your relationship. So I will let you go now, but you will never do this again do Kara, understand? Never! Now, get lost before I change my mind." Alex finished with an exhausted voice as she hid her gun, tightly grabbed Kara as she was now passed out, and carried her away.
Lena's face was bruised and bloody, she was never humiliated like that. She was now moving at a much slower pace in the opposite direction and was thinking hard, did Alex call the thing between her and Kara a "relationship"? Did she actually know? Up until this point, she believed that she could easily save this situation by manipulating Kara some more and thinking up a new plan, but if Alex knew what was going on, she was a real threat. And Lena didn't want to lose her pet.
**the next day**
Kara woke up. Was it a dream? She hoped so... Kara knew that she was in a bed, but her vision was too blurred to recognize where exactly she was. Even though the effects of the kryptonite were long gone, she still felt sore, dizzy, and tired. Kara slowly sat down on the bed and pushed aside the blanket that was covering her. She noticed she didn't have her own pajamas on. She took a closer look around the bedroom. It wasn't her apartment... it was Alex's. She was slowly realizing that last night wasn't a dream and Alex knew. Well Kara thought that all Alex knew was that Lena was using her and torturing her, she couldn't possibly think or know more. Kara knew that her powers were back and she was seriously thinking about just flying out of the window and cry. She didn't want to get confronted by Alex. However, Kara realized that she can't just keep on running away from telling her. Especially now, now she just has to tell her, otherwise, Alex might just go after Lena. She hard Alex moving around the kitchen, she heard plates and mugs. Eventually, the steps were heard louder and louder. Kara wanted to mentally prepare, but she didn't have the time, but most likely no amount of time would prepare her. As she saw just a glimpse of Alex's body, she hung her head down in shame. She almost had tears in her eyes and Alex didn't even do anything, she just entered.
Kara couldn't see it, because she had her head lowered, but Alex had a very worried and caring expression. She brought some pancakes and coffee on a small table and initially she wanted to put the table over her, to give her the "breakfast to bed" treatment but realized it would be too restricting, so she just put it down next to the bed, close enough that Kara could reach there if she wanted to. Alex then sat down on the bed, right next to Kara, and began stroking her arm. Kara was waiting for the inevitable "we need to talk".
"We need to talk, Kara..." Alex started the conversation with the softest tone she could produce.
Kara's heart sunk as she still believed up until this moment that she could somehow avoid this, but she wasn't going to resist now, she was going to answer all of Alex's questions no matter how hurtful it would be for either of them.
"Y-yes?" Kara softly responded, holding back tears.
"Kara, I know that this will probably be incredibly hard to talk about, but I need you to tell me everything about what happened between you and Lena because I'm still not sure I entirely understand..." Alex made a pause, but then continued, "because I need to understand this fully... to decide what will happen next."
"A-alright... So-" Kara started with an uncertain tone but got cut off by Alex, who was getting angry again.
"Because, if she just senselessly tortured you with Kryptonite, I will-" Alex was getting heated up again.
"No, p-please let me explain everything." This time, Kara interrupted Alex, however, her head was still lowered, she couldn't look into Alex's eyes.
"It all started at Lex's base, from where Lena was handling her operations... I entered and... we lost comms, as you remember. I found Lena and I was desperate... I really, really wanted her friendship back I was crying and hurting, I didn't know what to do, no matter what I said, she just shut me down... But then... I said that I would do anything... and... she latched onto that." Kara made a pause as she knew now it will get to the depraved stuff and she was scared that Alex will just look at her as a freak, maybe she will kick her out of the apartment and will never want to see her again... She was so scared.
Kara now had tears coming down her face, but she wasn't crying yet. "Lena wanted to know if I would actually be willing to do anything... She made me kneel in front of her... But that was not everything... She made me kiss and then lick her boots... I- I'm sorry Alex, you must think terribly of me, you must think that I'm disgusting, I'm the worst, please forgive me!" Kara started crying and broke down.
Alex quickly got closer to her, hugged her tightly, and with patting on the back, reassured her.
"Kara, please, I just want you to know, that nothing you will ever do, will make me think that you are disgusting or will make me think terribly of you. Nothing, understand? There is nothing to be afraid of, no matter what you tell me, I will not hate you, please remember that okay??" Alex reassured Kara with soft, caring words and then grabbed Kara's chin, forcing Kara to make the first eye contact with Alex since yesterday afternoon. Kara's eyes were glassy, full of tears.
Lena would probably say that she looks pathetic right now. But not Alex... Kara thought that Alex is the kindest person in the world and didn't think that she deserved her. How could Alex be so understanding...
"Please, continue, and don't worry Kara..." Alex finished with a soft smile.
"T-thank you, Alex... I met with Lena almost everyday and she made me do terrible things. Made me... ehh... made me drink her..." Kara made a pause and let out a huge sigh as she was preparing to continue, "made me drink her pee... and my own as well..." Kara then looked at Alex with her glassy eyes, making eye contact with her by herself for the first time, trying to find that expression of disgust and hate she expected... But to both a huge relief and surprise. Alex didn't have that expression at all, in fact, it was the same compassionate, caring expression she had since she entered the bedroom. There was a bit of pain visible in Alex's eyes, but that was only because she was feeling the pain Kara was experiencing right now and the pain she was experiencing before.
"Please, continue..." Alex softly invited Kara to proceed.
Kara was trying to remember everything Lena had done to her, "Uhh, she made me satisfy her... sexually... And rarely did the same to me... And when she did, it was incredibly painful... I had to serve her, obey her every word... She tortured me, abused me sexually and mentally, calling me derogatory names, belittling me... Made me call... call her... Ms... Ms. Luthor." As she said that out loud, she once away hid her face from Alex in shame. As of right now, she knew that Alex was telling the truth that she wouldn't get mad at her, but she couldn't force herself to not be ashamed, it was impossible.
"That's alright Kara; you are so incredibly brave that you are telling me this, remember you are a brave person, not a coward!" Alex praised Kara and honestly believed that what Kara was doing, confiding like this, was extremely courageous.
But then Alex continued, "But tell me this Kara, the most important things... The kryptonite collar... and your consent. Did you agree to all of this, did you enjoy it, like it? Because you don't seem like it now, the way you talk about it... And I can't possibly imagine how could you agree to that collar..."
Kara let out a huge, worried sigh and continued, "I... started willingly... Because that was I wanted to repay my betrayal to Lena. It made me feel strange sensations... I liked it, but I also didn't. I wasn't sure and... I'm still not so sure now. And I hoped that it would be a one-time thing. I thought that Lena just wanted to feel superior and then it would go away. But it didn't... She contacted me the next day and the things continued. Then she started to force me into stuff... Some of the things I didn't want to do... Or at least I didn't want to do them as Lena wanted, forced like that... And it went on and on and she kept convincing me to do more and more stuff. Some of them I liked some of them I disliked... Most of all... I... I'm sorry Alex... I just... I liked.. serving and pleasing Lena, that's all. It felt great. I just didn't like the unreasonable torture. I wish Lena would love me... But she hates me... And about the collar. Of course, I didn't like it, I hated the fact that she had kryptonite and I wanted to leave almost as soon as she introduced it... But she's Lena Luthor, she knew how to convince me... She gave me this vast explanation of the device, how it's safe and terrifying and at the same time, and that I would be ready to fight every time an emergency happened, that she would never endanger my life... And now, I don't think that was true... I think she lied to me many times... I just couldn't refuse her... So I submitted, I let her collar me with kryptonite and my life was in her hands..." Kara made a longer pause waiting if Alex would say anything, but she was silent. So Kara continued.
"So, to answer... answer your question... Yes, I let her put that collar on me willingly... I'm so sorry... I'm so dumb... I didn't think about the consequences, I was just her toy to play with and I let her do that... I'm so sorry..." Kara cried out and buried her face in her palms.
"Kara, Kara... calm down. You are not dumb... You don't have to apologize... for being you..." Alex made a pause and then continued, "Kara, thanks for helping me understand, now I know that...," Alex once again made a pause, this time because she hesitated, if she should reveal how much she knows.
"Now I know that you are a submissive Kara..." Alex finished a soft tone and a smile.
Kara was shocked, she didn't know what to say... Alex knew about this stuff? She thought that Lena would be like the only person who would know about this. At least from her circle of friends... But her sister? The person she was so scared to talk to, so afraid that she wouldn't understand... actually knows about this stuff? Kara felt even dumber now.
Kara just stared at Alex with a half-opened mouth, she didn't know what to say.
As Kara wasn't saying anything, Alex continued, "But you have to understand, that what Lena did to you, wasn't right. Just because you are submissive, doesn't make it right. She was incredibly and unreasonably cruel towards you. You didn't deserve that and Lena is a terrible person."
"B-but I just, w-want to be with her, p-please her... It's just so difficult, I-" Kara tried to defend Lena, but Alex wasn't having any of it.
"No, if some part of your brain is telling you that Lena cares about you in her own way, that even though she tortures you, she loves you, then ignore it. Because it's not the truth. You said it yourself that she hates you. So you just wish that if you will be good enough, that you will accept hard enough punishments, that she will begin to love you... But for god's sake Kara, when I barged into that office building last night, I... I fired at Lena. My personal gun, real bullets, no stunners. Kara... she hid behind you. There was no way she did that out of love. She would rather save herself and let an innocent person die. You were weakened by kryptonite for a long time... Kara if I accidentally hit you that, I would kill you and I would never forgive myself... Never. Lena doesn't love you... Not only that, she doesn't care about you. She cares about your body and your mind... More precisely how she can break them respectively." Alex knew that her words were getting through to Kara, she could see it on her face. She needed some time to think.
"I will now leave you to your breakfast, and let you think. I will let the DEO handle any emergencies today and I suppose you don't have to turn up to your normal job either... So east, rest and think... I will be in the living room." With those words, Alex left the room.
Kara truly had a lot to think about... Things were all messed up inside her head. The most shocking things were the fact that Alex fired at Lena, she didn't know that. She only remembers Alex aiming at her, but not shooting. And the second thing... that Lena hid behind her vulnerable body to protect herself. She would let Alex kill her. And Lena promised that her life would not be endangered, but she didn't even try to get Kara back to a working condition, she just left her hanging there still with the kryptonite collar on... Maybe Lena was even more dishonest than she thought.
Kara then finally decided to eat the breakfast that Alex has kindly prepared for her. Her soreness mostly disappeared, however, she was still tired. Not physically, but mentally. Being a Kryptonian couldn't save her from that. The pancakes were delicious; she enjoyed them thoroughly. After finishing the coffee, she spent a bit more time in the bed, enjoying this moment of peace. But she needed to get out. It seemed like her responsibilities were gone for the day, but that didn't mean that she should spend it in bed.
Kara got out of the comfy bed and went looking for Alex. She found her on the couch just checking her phone. When Alex noticed her, she smiled and invite her to sit.
"Come on, sit down, Kara. Let's watch a movie!" Alex said happily with an energetic tone, a completely different one compared to the tone she used with her earlier.
Kara sat down next to Alex but was still unsure. She now knew that Alex wouldn't judge her for what she did and she was eternally grateful for that because she didn't know what she would do if Alex pushed her out of her life for that. But what was going to happen next? Would they just continue on their daily lives the same way as before? Wouldn't there be a change in at least something? And what about Lena? Even if she could continue her earlier life with Alex, she definitely could not do the same with Lena. What happened between them was soo drastic. And the ending wasn't nice either. And she was sure that Lena still wanted her. And that she was probably thinking about how to get her back.
Alex noticed Kara's thoughtful expression and that she wasn't really paying attention to the movie, "Hey, what's up? Is there something wrong? You know that now you can actually tell me anything, right?" Alex started with a worried tone, but to the end changed to a cheeky tone as she tried to make it into a joke, to make it easier on Kara.
"Oh, it's nothing..." Kara saw how Alex was looking at her, so she had to continue, "Really Alex, it's nothing, I'm just thinking that's all... Thinking about everything that happened. Thinking about Lena... Thinking about you." Kara was a bit worried that her last words came out wrong, but Alex's reaction was a tight hug and Kara returned it.
"Aww, you are so sweet Kara, I love you." Alex expressed happily.
"Oh, I love you too, Alex." Kara passionately parroted Alex's last few words.
After that, Kara was in a much comfortable position to just enjoy the movie in front of her. She hugged Alex tightly which during the course of the movie just changed to holding hands.
While the movie was nearing its end. Kara took a look at their intertwined hands and just had to think about if this was still just sisterly love. The more she thought about it, the more freaked out she got. She always thought Alex was hot, hotter than she was, that's for sure, but she never thought about her sexually or in a way she would look at a potential partner. Alex was also her sister, that's what freaked her out the most about thinking about her this way now. She wasn't her biological sister of course, but she felt like it, they were together since childhood.
But earlier, Alex probed her sexual interests and sexuality more than anyone else, maybe except Lena. It was so intimate that Kara didn't even realize it at first. And after that experience, she just couldn't help herself but look at Alex differently. Kara was watching Alex's beautiful face from the profile and thought about it more and more. Alex didn't notice Kara staring at her as she was deeply invested in the movie. Kara couldn't stop thinking about how hot Alex was... And she panicked.
As the end credits of the movie rolled it, she jumped out and almost hurt Alex's hand in the process.
"Ouch!!" Alex exclaimed with a painful expression, immediately stroking her hand.
"I- I'm so sorry Alex, but I need to get out for a while, I need to clear my head," Kara said and didn't wait for anything.
"Kara, wait! What's going on??" Alex got scared that something was happening, she had no idea why Kara suddenly freaked out like that.
"I'm sorry, I will be back, I just need some fresh air!" Kara yelled out as she was already leaving through the window. She still had just Alex's pyjamas on, but she made sure to fly high enough so that nobody would see her. She was so preoccupied with her thoughts that she didn't even return to her own apartment for her suit.
She couldn't love Alex, she just couldn't. It was too weird and depraved. Even if she wanted to love her, Alex definitely didn't love her back, she was her big sister.
Kara was trying to convince herself that Alex probably had no romantic feelings for her, but in reality, she had no idea. She just wanted to believe that.
But what about the thing with Lena? Alex seemed to know a lot about it. She knew that she was submissive... So what was Alex like? Was she dominant or submissive?
Kara shouldn't care about that, she didn't want to, she wanted to push it out of her head, but it kept coming back in. That thought that if it didn't work out with Lena, it may work out with someone else... But no. It's Alex, her sister, even if Alex was like that, she couldn't do it...
Kara actually spent outside several hours, Alex tried contacting her several times, but each time she got just ignored by Kara. She only came back to Alex's apartment in the evening around 8 PM.
Alex got startled as Kara flew in through the open window.
"Oh, god, Kara where have you been? I've been worried about you! I thought might have come back to Lena!" Alex seemed very concerned about Kara.
Kara felt bad about it when she saw how stressed Alex was, "I'm so sorry Alex, I just got freaked out by something, please hug me..:" Kara spread her arms and walked towards her.
Alex was definitely not going to be mad, if anything she was just scared, so she opened her arms as well and got into a tight hug with Kara.
"I mean it, don't scare me like that Kara..." Alex softly whispered into Kara's ear.
"I know, I'm sorry..." Kara felt bad, but she was also surprised by how worried Alex was. Of course, she was always very protective, sometimes even over-protective of her, but she could always handle herself and Alex knew that, so what changed?
Alex then softly grabbed Kara by the shoulder and lead her to the couch. As they both sat down. They both had concerned facial expressions, for similar reasons.
"So... why did you freak out Kara?" Alex asked softly.
"Uhh, it's nothing Alex, really..." Kara hated herself. Just today Alex proved to her that she really didn't have to keep anything from her, that she would respect her no matter what, and here she is, doing it again.
"Kara... tell me. Now." to Kara's surprise, Alex's tone hardened and her face got serious.
"I- ummm." Kara was very hesitant.
"Come on Kara, you've already told me- what I'm hoping was everything, and I've shown you over and over again, that I won't get mad, that I won't come to hate you. What else could you possibly be hiding from me that would be even more intimate and would make you even more scared to talk about?" Alex was starting to get a little bit frustrated with Kara's stubbornness.
"There's... one thing." Once she said this, Kara knew there was no going back, now she had to tell her.
"Then tell me. Please." Alex softened up her voice again.
"I- uhh... I don't know Alex, I-" Kara wanted to try and refuse again, but then saw how Alex frowned and so she continued.
"Okay... Alex... Please, please don't get mad, but... I think I have feelings for you..." Kara finished her sentence and lowered her head to avoid Alex's eyes. Suddenly there was silence.
Alex pretty much knew what kind of feelings Kara meant, she didn't mean just sisterly ones.
Kara looked up for a bit to get a glimpse of Alex's facial expression. There was a bit of confusion and she was staring directly at Kara, well more like directly through Kara. That made Kara look away again.
"I'm sorry Alex, I can leave if you want..." Kara resigned as this didn't go the way she had hoped. What did she expect anyway? It was so weird, it was her sister, this couldn't have worked...
Kara hoped that Alex would say something, but there was still silence, so she slowly started to get up, ready to leave... Suddenly Alex grabbed her hand.
"Stay... please," Alex finally whispered.
Kara looked at her with a slight shock, her heart pounding and her whole body trembling. She then quickly sat down again, trying to stay calm.
"I-- What do you mean, Kara?" Alex asked, her voice was audibly shivering. She wanted to make sure that Kara really meant what she thought she meant.
"Uhh... I like you... I really like you, Alex... You are clever, beautiful, and after today..." Kara didn't know how to properly word it.
Alex wanted to kiss her, but felt like that would be too far, even for her it felt weird, their sisterly bond was too strong to not think about this as depravity. However, this was much easier for Alex than it was for Kara. That's because Alex had feelings for Kara long before they were adults. She has never shown them of course, she knew that any attempt at that relationship would be foolish and irresponsible. She was supposed to be her big sister and protect her. And even if they overcame all of this, she couldn't have possibly known what Kara liked... when it came to sex. Alex had a very special taste, one that she thought until very recently, Kara was the complete opposite of.
"I- I know this is sick and weird, I'm sorry if I cornered you with my dumb feelings..." Kara lowered her head in shame again as she was still very unsure about Alex's feelings and thoughts, she was visibly unsettled but other than that, Kara couldn't read anything off of her face.
Alex grabbed both of Kara's hands tightly.
"Kara...I have those feelings too." Alex's voice was now more confident. And Kara noticed it too, she kind of found it both weird and amazing.
"Oh, you do??" Kara happily cried out.
"But, but how can you be so calm, how are you so amazing at handling these situations?" Kara questioned Alex's tone.
"Oh, Kara... I had these feelings for you for a very long time... I just didn't say anything... For very obvious reasons..." Alex said and smiled.
"Wait... oh, really?" Kara exclaimed in a surprised tone, her heart was pounding with excitement.
"Yes, Kara... You are the most beautiful person I've ever known and I have wished to be with you since our teenage years, but I had to stay strong and refuse those feelings because it was not meant to be." Alex replied with a bit of sadness in her tone.
Kara's eyes were filling up with hope, she was stuttering and repeating herself, "A- and, and... w-what about the thing we have talked about earlier.."
"What about them?" Alex asked and smiled as she knew where this was going.
"Uhh, are you... into that? Kara carefully asked.
Alex smiled again and laughed, Kara's behavior was funny and cute to her, "Yes... Yes, Kara, I'm into that." She reassured her.
"And... are you a submissive, or...?" Kara was pretty much sure that Alex was a dominant, the way she handles situations, the way she stood up to Lena, she's a natural leader, but she asked this way anyway because she wanted to hear it from Alex... She wanted her to say that she's dominant.
Alex had to chuckle at the thought of that, "Of course not, you silly. I'm as dominant as one could be, wasn't that obvious?" Alex jokingly added.
"I-, I mean t-that's great." Kara happily responded and awaited Alex's next move.
"So, where would you like this conversation to lead?" Alex asked after about 30 seconds of silence with a big sign of curiosity.
"I... I don't know Alex, doesn't this feel weird to you, I mean we are sisters, isn't this like.. incest?" Kara carefully asked, she was so close, but also so full of doubts.
"Kara... Of course, it's weird. We are like sisters- I mean we are sisters, but not biological ones, we have no connection in blood, it's pure. Trust me. I know you know this too, you just feel weird about it the same way I do..." Alex tried to reassure Kara and get rid of her doubts.
Kara was silent, so Alex reminded her of the question, "Now again, tell me... What do you want, Kara?"
"I... I want to try out what I had with Lena... but... but with you." Kara nearly whispered.
This is exactly what Alex wished for and fantasized about for so long, but she wanted to be responsible and a good "sister". She didn't want Kara to make rushed decisions.
"And are you sure that's what you want? Lena messed with your head a lot, Kara. And I believe that I'm nothing like her, maybe you won't like it with me and you seriously can't go back to her." Alex questioned Kara with a serious face, but couldn't completely hide the excitement from her voice.
"We- we could at least try... We could always return to our normal lives... I hope..." Kara responded but wasn't sure about her last words at all.
Alex grabbed Kara by the shoulders and once again asked, "Are you absolutely sure?"
"Y-yes." Kara softly whispered.
Alex let a big sigh out as she knew this was a huge risk and an act of irresponsibility.
"Okay, do you want to try tonight?" Alex asked after about 15 seconds of silence.
"Yes, please!" Kara yelled out with surprising eagerness.
Alex stood up and then looked down at Kara, "First we need to discuss everything. As I said I'm not like Lena... I want to respect your boundaries, your wishes, and decisions..." Alex made a pause as she saw Kara's half confused expression. Just from that, it was so obvious how badly Lena mistreated her.
"That being said, just because of that, it doesn't mean you will have it easy with me. Trust me I'm very strict and I demand complete obedience and servitude, otherwise, there are punishments."
Once again Alex made a small pause and then continued, "Now, tell me, Kara... is there something you absolutely don't want me to do to you? Anything you can think of."
"I don't know Alex..." Kara responded softly. She knew what she didn't like, but didn't know what to say, she didn't want to refuse practices just because she didn't like them a bit.
"Come on Kara, if you want to do this, we have to set up clear boundaries. Just tell me what you absolutely couldn't endure when... When Lena did those things." Alex pushed Kara to choose.
"I mean... the electricity was the worst... And the Kryptonite... when she used all of it..." Kara said this with a small sign of fear as if Alex was supposed to get mad by saying that she can't do those things. Lena really did make her have a twisted view on these things.
"Okay, that's good, Kara, very good... Anything else?" Alex was happy that Kara was progressing and finally speaking up.
"Uhh... I don't want anyone else to know about this." Kara continued.
"Okay, that's understandable, I don't want that either." Alex agreed.
"Oh and... My duty must always come first. I mean my duty as Supergirl. When there's an emergency..." Kara added.
"Oh, I mean I take as a sure thing... wait did you really have to argue about that with Lena?" Alex asked in disbelief.
"No, not really she said it herself, but I guess she wasn't too happy about I don't know if she would uphold the agreement..." She responded with a sad tone.
"Uh, okay then. Well, you can always trust and count on me." Alex reassured her.
"Now, if there isn't anything else..." Alex made a small pause to let Kara speak, but she remained silent.
"...  I will introduce you to my rules. You have to respect and obey them at all times unless there are special circumstances... First, you are required to have a safe word." Alex stopped as she knew that Kara would have questions.
"Uhh, a safe word?" Kara hesitantly asked.
"Yes, I know you probably didn't have that with Lena, but the safe word means a full stop. If you say a safe word, I will stop whatever I'm doing to you and I will make sure that you are okay and safe." Alex hoped that explanation was good enough.
"But Alex, I trust you more than anyone, I trust you with my life, I don't need this word." Kara tried to refuse the first rule."
"Kara... it's not just about that. Indeed, I would never cross your boundaries, I would never endanger your life, but things can happen.. unplanned things. A rope too tight, something just slightly wrong... That's when you can and when you should use it. You shouldn't use it all the time, it's for unplanned emergencies." Alex would probably get mad at someone a bit more experienced on the topic for trying to refuse a safe word, but not at Kara. She was a newbie who was abused and most importantly she was her sister.
"O-okay, I understand." Kara felt a bit stupid, but she appreciated that Alex didn't scold her too much for it.
"So, what do you want your safe word to be? Or do you want me to pick one? Alex continued and gave Kara a choice.
"I-... Please pick one." Kara thought about it for a second but decided that Alex picking one is going to be better.
"Hmmm, let me think... What about "Chewbacca", huh?" Alex couldn't say it with a straight face, she chose that because Kara liked Star Wars.
"Oh my god, that's so stupid!" Kara started laughing as well, for the first time in a while.
"Well, you said that I could pick anything, so "Chewbacca" is your safe word." Once again, Alex tried to sound serious but couldn't control herself when saying the word.
Kara had to hold in the laugh to answer, "I know, I'm sorry, Chewbacca it is." Her corners were twitching as she was trying hard not to laugh.
"Okay, that would be the first rule." Alex finished as she was trying to compose herself.
"My second rule... You will refer to me as Mistress whenever I order you around. Obviously, you don't have to do that in front of other people and you don't have to call me Mistress during a regular conversation or just when we hang out. Do so only when you receive orders from me, understand?" Alex was waiting if Kara would catch on.
"Y-yes... Mistress." Kara did catch on, but it felt very weird calling Alex, "Mistress". It was weirder than calling Lena, Ms. Luthor. But it also filled her boy with joy and warmth.
It had a similar effect on Alex as well. It felt weird being called like that by her sister, but it made her exhale in excitement.
"Alright. The next rule is pretty simple; no talking back. You can beg, but remember that I can punish you if you beg too much. And I won't tell you when it's too much so beg wisely." Alex smirked at Kara. while finishing the sentence.
"Yes, Mistress," Kara replied.
"Good girl." Alex smiled at Kara and stroked her hair.
"Now probably the last rule, for now, more stuff will most likely come along the way. It's quite simple. Obey. Serve me without hesitation and I won't punish you, I may actually reward you if you do a very good job.  But do a bad job, and the punishment will be severe. And you won't like it, Kara." Alex had a bit of a threatening tone to her and Kara noticed it. And Alex noticed that she noticed.
"But while I will be strict and quick to punishment, I will also be fair. I won't punish you for no reason, I won't purposefully make you fail your tasks unless that's a part of your punishment. I will respect your boundaries and  I will respect you... in my own way. Did you understand everything?" Alex was so eager to finally start.
"Yes, Mistress." Kara obediently replied.
"Amazing, now stand up," Alex commanded.
Without much hesitation, Kara quickly stood up in front of Alex and lowered her head down. She didn't know if she was supposed to do that, but she was used to it because of Lena, so unless Alex says something against it, she will keep doing it.
"Now wait, I've got to change." With those words, Alex left the room.
And so Kara waited... Ten minutes, twenty minutes. Alex took her time, but Kara didn't move a bit. After all with her powers, it wasn't that hard to stand. Then after about 25 minutes, she heard Alex closing in.
"Good girl, look up." Alex praised Kara's obedience and ordered her to raise her head.
"Yes, Mistress," when Kara raised her head she was ordered to, she saw Alex in her DEO uniform.
"How do I look, do you like it?" Alex asked eagerly as she was getting closer to Kara.
"Yes, Mistress, you look beautiful." And Kara meant that with Lena she often complimented and agreed with her just to avoid punishment, but with Alex, she really meant that. She looked stunning and especially dominant in that uniform.
Alex could hear the honesty in Kara's voice and it made her smile.
As she was getting closer to Kara, she gave her another order, "You are a very good girl Kara, now kneel and put your hands behind your back."
"Yes, Mistress." Kara quickly obeyed and in no time, she was in position.
Alex didn't want to admit it, even to herself, but Lena really did train Kara well, she was very quick to obey and understood things pretty quickly, however, this was just the beginning.
Alex came even closer and pushed the table next to Kara away from her to make more room and then began circling her.
"Tell me cutie, why do you think that you deserve my attention?" Alex decided to tease Kara's mind a bit, make her say something hot and creative.
Kara had to think about her answer for a few seconds, but she didn't want to keep Alex waiting.
"Because... because I will do anything that you say... I will try my hardest to please you, to make you happy. I will obey every single word of yours like my life would depend on it, Mistress." Kara hoped that this was enough to satisfy Alex.
"Very good, Kara but we will see if what you are saying is true or if you are just trying to make me blush," Alex responded with a smile.
"And what do you think about me?" Alex continued.
"I think... that you are the most stunning, most beautiful person in the world. I think that you are superior to me in every way. Beauty, Strength, Smarts and Wits and I must try really hard to deserve you... " Kara almost whispered it as she found it so humiliating. Especially since she was saying this to her sister.
Alex noticed how humiliating it was for her, but also loved how quickly Kara got into her natural role and embraced it. But the humiliation just added to the hotness.
"Good Kara, but now tell me... What would you do for me to please me? How would you want to deserve me?" Alex was planning to use some of Kara's ideas later.
Alex kept on circling Kara, occasionally stroking her hair as she was waiting for Kara's answer.
"I could... I could kiss your boots and your feet, I... uhh" Kara honestly couldn't think of anything else that wasn't something she considered to be too advanced to do with Alex.
"Oh, Kara, you have disappointed me now, do you think you could win me over with just that?" Alex said that Kara disappointed her, but it didn't sound like it at all, her voice was still full of energetic excitement.
"I guess that will have to do for now, but then I will have to teach you..." Alex also knew that Kara probably didn't mention some things on purpose as those would be probably too sexual for their first play that could have been also their last, depending on the outcome, so she didn't say anything about that.
"So go on, kiss my boots, show me how much you love me, how much you desire to be my cute little girl." Alex softly ordered.
"Yes, Mistress." Kara swiftly obeyed.
As she made her way all the way down and started kissing the tips of Alex's boots, from Alex's point of view it just felt wrong, unreal. It was her sister kissing her boots, She would have never in a million years thought that something like this would happen. But it felt the right kind of wrong. Waves of heat were pulsing all across her body.
"Come on, show me how much you like to kiss them, but don't use your powers!" Alex started with a softer tone, but near the end turned into a stricter one, just to make emphasis on her last words.
Kara tried harder, kissed Alex's boots all over, but it became surprisingly hard to not use her powers. Before that she was usually controlled by her collar, so she couldn't use them even if she wanted.
Alex continued to just lustfully look down on the beautiful sight that was Kara in her own pyjamas kissing her boots. She wasn't sure if she ever wanted to stop it.
Kara thought that it would never stop, it was well over 10 minutes now, even Lena usually moved on to something else by now. Luckily she wasn't affected by Kryptonite this time so she wasn't tired at all.
"Very good Kara, you can stop now..." Alex made a small pause to give Kara time to stop. "But I'm still disappointed in you, that this was the only thing that you could think of.
"I'm very sorry, Mistress..." Kara deeply and honestly apologized.
Alex appreciated it and decided to let it go, she didn't have a proper punishment ready anyway.
"I will forgive you this time, but I won't let you off the hook so easily next time." Alex was a bit unsure with what she said as she still wasn't certain if there would be a next time, maybe Kara wouldn't want to.
"Thank you, Mistress." Kara thanked Alex.
"Now, I will tell you all the different things you could do next time if you want to please me..." Alex made a pause to make sure Kara is listening. "You will bring me food, or make me your own. You will be my furniture, you will tidy up, clean and wash everything. And you will be strictly prohibited from using your powers during these activities, do you understand?" Alex finished with a very strict tone.
"Y-yes, I understand, Mistress." What Alex has tasked her with was very different from what she did with Lena. This actually made her feel like Alex was making her, her servant. And she liked it. And being forbidden from using her powers was extremely arousing.
Though it was almost certain that things would escalate, it was obvious that neither wanted to do anything too sexual just yet.
"I'm glad that you do, Kara," Alex said and smiled at her while stroking her hair again.
"Now go clean the dishes, after you are done, you can come to join me on the couch for some movies and hugging," Alex ordered and as Kara stood up and moved towards the kitchen, she slapped her butt which made Kara yell out in surprise.
"Thank you, Mistress" Kara thanked for the gesture but was really shocked by it.
While Kara was doing the dishes, Alex was checking her instantly, mostly to check if she was using her powers or not. Luckily Kara was very obedient and didn't use them once. Or at least Alex didn't notice.
Kara was done in about 20 minutes, then she looked at Alex with an unsure face as she didn't know if she should now just join Alex, or wait until she allows it. Alex saw it and thought it was very cute.
"Come here Kara, let's watch." Alex invited her to sit on the couch.
"Thank you, Alex..." Kara answered as she fell into Alex's open arms, resting on Alex's breasts.
Alex continued to stroke Kara's hair until she fell asleep. As she looked down on her, she couldn't get enough of the view. She was so happy. And she felt like Kara was happy too. And hopefully, she would want to experience more. Because once she gets that Kryptonite collar working, there will a lot more to experience.
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