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Perfect	By : Shinji606 Category: DC Verse Cartoons - Teen Titans > Slash - Male/Male > Beast Boy/Robin Views: 3376 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter Six
Perfect, Imperfect Problems

Beast Boy found himself in a beautiful field with hundreds of white butterflies. He had never seen anything so perfect in his life. The young changeling wondered toward a lone tree in the middle of the field guarding the river behind it. His robes flew in the wind like the wings of the surrounding angelic insects. Beast Boy questioned if he would fly away joining the butterflies that gathered around him. The wind felt like heaven on his skin. In the corner of his eye a huge glowing butterfly different then all the rest fluttered by gliding in the wind. Beast Boy followed the beautiful bug as it took him to the lone tree. When they arrived the butterfly circled him in till it was in front of his face. The glowing bug lit up the young teens face giving him an angelic likeness. Beast Boy put his hands around the butterfly still fluttering around him. Not enough to touch just enough to where his hands were lit up by the light the fluttering insect gave. While Beast Boy observed the bug and all its beauty two hands much bigger then his own gently rested above his. Beast Boy looked up to see the owner of the hands that touched his own with such tenderness. All he saw was a silhouette belonging to the hands that overlapped his own. Beast Boy noticed the silhouette was much taller then he was. Suddenly the butterfly flew around both Beast Boy and the silhouette stranger that still held his hands tightly. The butterfly left a glowing white ribbon around the two tying it in between Beast Boy and the silhouette. The glowing butterfly flew above the couple who’s hands where still entwined. The glowing bug quickly turned to glowing dust that illuminated the tree, Beast Boy, but not the person who held his hands so tightly.

“I love you Gar” a really familiar boy’s voice whispered. A single tear slid down Beast Boy’s cheek. It was nice to hear his real name said in a voice rich with love. The silhouette pulled the small boy into him and held him against his chest.

“I love you so much Gar. Don’t ever leave me. I couldn’t bear it if you left me. Please don’t leave me Gar. Please be patient, because I am an idiot. God Gar if you ever left me I would just die. Please I love you.” Beast Boy felt tears run down his neck as the silhouette cried with his head buried in his shoulder. “I love you too” Beast Boy said not really sure why he loved a person he didn’t know nor could see at the moment, but he just did.

“I’ll try to be patient, but you need to try and hurry.” Beast Boy said to the silhouette who squeezed him tighter against his chest. Beast Boy grabbed the silhouettes shirt and pulled him as close as he could and then buried his head in to his chest. The silhouette wrapped his arms tighter around the smaller boys frame.

“I promise I will try and hurry as fast as I can, but Gar you need to wake up my love.” The silhouette took Beast Boy’s face in his hands and pushed their lips together in a gentle kiss. Beast Boy closed his eyes as the silhouette deepened the kiss. When Beast Boy opened his eyes he wasn’t in the field anymore. Beast Boy sat up from his sleeping mat, and wiped the tears his dream had caused. Beast Boy looked at the clock Robin had set on the table closest to the younger boy’s mat. The clock read 5:00 am.

“Another Hour in till Robin wakes up” Beast Boy said to himself still dazed and depressed form his dream. “What the hell did that mean?” the younger teen wondered. He gazed around the illuminated room when his eyes landed on the sleeping silhouette next to him. For a minute Beast Boy thought he was dreaming again. Then the silhouette turned in his sleep, and the slowly rising sun shined on his face showing Beast Boy a sleeping Robin. Beast boy smiled to himself.

“He looks adorable when he sleeps” Beast Boy said to himself. The younger boy reached down to move an ebony lock out of Robin’s face. Half way through moving the piece of hair Robin reached up and placed his hand gently on the green teen’s hand. Memories of the silhouette stranger from Beast Boy’s dream flooded Beast Boy’s mind, as Robin squeezed the younger boys hand tighter. Beast Boy slowly began to move his hand form the older boys grasp when Robin pulled the smaller boy into his arms. Beast Boy struggled for a few minutes in till he realized Robin was much stronger then the young teen and he wasn’t planning on letting go of Beast Boy anytime soon. Beast Boy gave in and laid his head on Robin’s chest. Robin tightened his grip on the younger boy. Beast Boy yawned and slowly closed his eyes drifting in to a dreamless sleep.

The first thing Robin noticed when he began to draw from his sleep was the warmth in his arms and on his chest. Robin slowly opened his eyes to see a sleeping Beast Boy gently sleeping in his arms using Robin’s chest as his pillow. Robin smiled and glanced at the clock next to the younger boy. 5:45 “Another 15 minutes in till we have to be up” Robin said to himself, as he tightened his embrace. Robin notice the bruise on the younger titans face was beginning to heal finally. Robin ran his hand across the boys face till he had cupped his jaw in his hand. With out thinking Robin kissed the top of his young companions head.

” What are you doing to me?” Robin asked the sleeping boy.

“I am starting to lose all sane thoughts, and I am enjoying every minute of it. What ever you’re doing please don’t stop.” Robin pleaded with the youngest of his team placing his forehead against the other boys. For 10 minutes Robin watched the green teen sleep. Five minutes before the alarm was set to go off Robin kissed Beast Boy’s head one last time then he slowly shook the young boy a wake. When Beast Boy woke up Robin placed his forehead against his young companions again. Robin’s arms still held the young boy against his body. Beast Boy’s hand subconsciously reached up and grabbed Robin’s shirt pulling the teen closer. Neither boy dared to move both afraid to break the spell. They just starred into the others eyes holding one another in till the alarm went of assuring both teens that it wasn’t a dream, but also telling them they had to get up because they still had a job to do. The alarm went off for 30 more minutes before Beast Boy finally let go of Robin’s shirt and wiggled free from his leaders grasp.

“Uhh…We better hurry if we wanna leave by 7:00” Beast Boy whispered with the lightest tint of a blush.

“Yeah I guess your right” Robin said with the biggest smile he had ever had. Reluctantly Robin got up from his mat walked over and ruffled Beast Boys light green hair.

“You want to know a secret BB?” Robin asked the younger boy.

“Sure dude” Beast Boy answered curious about Robin’s secret.

Robin got up and walked toward the door that would take him to Sam’s house for breakfast. Beast Boy thought for a second that Robin wasn’t going to tell him. Then just before Robin went through the door he stopped and turned to his young friend. Robin grinned at the younger teen that had been waiting for Robin’s answer in anticipation.

“Green’s my favorite color” Robin said to the young titan as he turned to leave. Beast Boy watched the older teen walk to Sam’s house. A smile graced the younger boys face. “Maybe it could be more then a crush” the older boy mused.

After breakfast the boy’s began the over night journey to the western side of the island. Sam had told them that side was the best place to hide because of the deep jungle. The boys left still wearing the robes Sam had got for them. They didn’t realize in till it was too late that they were stuck in that attire. Beast Boy transformed in to a falcon and flew high above the jungle searching for anything out of the ordinary, but mostly he just watched Robin.

“I wonder if he would still be my friend if he knew I hurt my self” the green boy asked himself.

“Yesterday by the waterfall did he see my wrists?” Beast Boy looked up at the clear blue sky.

“I am a disgusting worthless freak. Why do I think I am worth his friendship? He most likely knows how worthless I am. Robin’s probably just being nice to me out of pity because he knows I am stupid. No! That’s not right Robin would never do that to anyone.” Beast Boy thought. “But then again he’s still with Star out of pity” That single thought ruined Beast Boy’s whole day.

“Beast Boy” Robin yelled to the sky a little before sunset. The older teen was excited to see the younger boy return form his place in the sky. Beast Boy put on the best fake smile he had. The one he always used on Raven, however he couldn’t hide the grief from his eyes. Robin noticed the look and recognized the sadness in his eyes held.

“Is something the matter BB” Robin asked the young green boy.

“No” Beast Boy answered in the same matter that told Robin he would get no more information. “I wish he would open up to me” Robin thought to himself.

“It will be sunset in about an hour and a half, so we need to find a place to set up camp.” Robin ordered. Beast Boy nodded. Beast Boy turned from his leader and began walking west. Beast Boy walked about a yard when he and found an opening between two trees.

“Hey Robin” Beast Boy called to the other teen. Robin walked and stood next to Beast Boy who simply pointed to his finding. Robin moved through the opening and Beast Boy followed close behind. The two boys found them self’s in a beautiful field full of butterflies, In the middle of the clearing stood a familiar old tree still guarding the river behind it. The butterflies surrounded the two teens as if saying “Beast Boy, Robin what took you so long.” Beast Boy slumped to the earth beneath him his white robes covered his knees much like the other day making it look like he wore a gown instead of robes. The wind felt like haven as it did when he dreamt.

“Beast Boy?” Robin asked concern in his voice. Beast Boy just starred at the field before him not completely sure if he was even awake.

“Beast Boy, What’s wrong” Robin asked now kneeling next to the boy so they could be face to face. This seemed to do the trick knocking the boy out of what ever dream world he was in.

“Dude, I had a dream about this exact place the tree, the river, the butterflies all of it.” Beast Boy was sure he sounded crazy. He sure in hell thought he was. Robin new the younger boy was telling the truth by the look on his face. “He thinks he’s going crazy.” Robin thought to himself.

“What happened in your dream” Robin finally asked after several minutes in silence.

“Somebody actually loved me.” Beast Boy said as tears ran down his face. Robin’s heart broke into a million pieces at the sight before him. “Does he really think no one loves him?” The masked leader thought. Robin didn’t know what to do or how to act.

“Let’s camp here tonight” Robin said looking up into the now sunset sky.

The boys set up camp next to the old tree and river. They ate in silence. Robin was getting desperate for the younger boy to talk to him to open up to him. Robin had to know everything about the younger boy or it would drive him crazy, and he didn’t even know why.

“I think I am going to go to bed” Beast Boy announced to Robin.

“Yeah me to” Robin said following the other teen into the tent. Robin wanted to strike up a conversation with the Beast Boy, but as soon as his head hit the pillow he was out cold.

Robin awoke in the middle of the night freezing cold. He sat up straight his mask falling off his face. He didn’t really care he was still half way asleep anyway. Robin felt like something was missing. He searched the tent for the missing thing, his eyes turned to where Beast Boy should have been fast asleep. Robin slightly panicked when the young teen was no where to be seen. Then Robin noticed the fire out side the tent and calmed down. “He must not of been able to sleep” the now mask less older teen said out loud. Robin opened the tent up and found the person he was looking for. Robin’s eyes took a minute to adjust to the sudden light the fire offered. Robin looked where Beast Boy stood, his face and actions clearly illuminated by the fire. Beast Boy was clearly visible even under the slight darkness that the tree he stood under offered. The sight he saw broke his heart a second time that day.

Beast Boy drove the blade deeper into his skin as he leaned against the old tree from his dreams. He watched as the blood from both of his arms pooled together when he pushed his arms into one another. Beast Boy looked at the seven new wounds he had given to each arm. For some reason the number of wounds on his arm always ended up to be seven. Then he glanced at the four new once he left on his chest. Beast Boy put out his arms to get a better look when he noticed the position he had placed his arms in reminded him of the butterfly he had sheltered in his dream. He placed his hands accordingly like he had when he was observing the glowing critter in his dream. Beast Boy watched some of the blood form his arm drip to the ground. Suddenly hands much larger then his over lapped the blood stained hands he called his own. The larger hands held Beast Boy’s in place observing the freshly made wounds. Beast Boy looked up expecting a silhouette but instead found the most intense blue eyes he had ever seen.

“Robin” Beast Boy asked confused by the face with out its mask. Robin didn’t answer instead he starred at the self afflicted wounds not letting go of the boys hands. Beast Boy froze when the reality of the situation caught up with him. Beast Boy starred into the blue eyes that caught him off guard tears streamed down the younger teens face. Robin reluctantly let go of the now trembling hands he had held on to. Taken both hands he cupped Beast Boy’s tear covered face and wiped as many of the tears as he could. Beast Boy small frail hands covered the large hands that held his face, and he cried even harder. Robin suddenly pulled the heart broken boy to his chest. Beast Boy’s arms fell to his side staining the front of his and Robin’s once white robes red.

“Aren’t you disgusted with me?” Beast Boy whispered in between sobs.

“No, I think you need me as much as I need you” Robin said into the smaller boy’s ear. Robin pulled the boy closer to his chest burrowing his face into the other boy’s neck. Beast Boy felt tears stream down his neck. slowly Beast Boy brought his hands in between him and Robin. For a second Robin thought Beast Boy was going to push him away, but the hands just grasped onto Robin’s robes.

“Why?” Was all Robin could get out refusing to remove his face from the younger boy’s neck.

“Because, I am so imperfect” Beast Boy answered not able to lie. Robin pulled away from the younger teen tears still falling down his face.

“Beast Boy, It’s your imperfections that make you so beautiful. It’s your imperfections that make me smile when no one else can. It’s your imperfections that make you so loveable” Robin said realizing a truth that he had been so blind to. Robin was madly and hopelessly in love with the smaller teen before him, and he probably always had been. Robin felt like an idiot, a complete and utter idiot.

“God I am such an idiot. Please, please don’t leave me all alone Gar.” Robin said in desperation, not even realizing he had used Beast Boy’s real name. That’s all Beast Boy wanted to hear, his real name being used in desperation of needing him so. Beast Boy felt a sudden joy he hadn’t felt in yeas. Both teen’s slumped to ground putting must their weight on the tree behind them. Robin tore the bottom of his robes into strips to bandage the wounds on Beast Boy’s wrist and chest. Robin knew that the wounds weren’t too serious, but serious enough to keep an eye on for a while. After Robin finished fixing the wounds on the younger teens arm, Beast Boy crawled into Robins lap needing to be held. Robin was more then happy to do just that. Robin held the smaller boy in his arms lightly rocking. Soon the boy in his arms was fast asleep clearly warn out form the emotional stress he had been through. Robin starred at the young boy in his arms memorizing everything.

“God I love you so fucking much” Robin told the sleeping boy in his arms. Robin carried the young teen back in to the tent, and combined all the bedding so he could be close to the younger teen. Robin placed his arm protectively over the sleeping boy he considered and angel sent to him by god. Beast Boy subconsciously curled up against his leader’s chest. Robin rubbed his hand across the younger boys face and placed a light kiss on the boy’s lips careful not to wake him.

“You’re so perfect to me”
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