Torn | By : AnuKat Category: Comics > Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Views: 4392 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Hey everybody! Thanks for the hits and reviews, they're very much appreciated!
I know it's been a long time but here is one more chapter! I really wanna keep the sexual tension going, not sure if and/or when they'll actually end up in bed! I know how it's going to end, I just have to figure out how I am going to *get* there. :)
Enjoy!
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Torn, Part 6
After re-hashing the previous event, she clenched her teeth and shook her head madly, she’d never had such little willpower and the fact that he was successfully seducing her with such calculation she could feel his pompousness from the hallway. She started to wonder if she had any control in her situation at all anymore.
She had to know what he knew about her.
Taking a breath, she slid off the desk and headed out to the hallway. Saki was already halfway down the long hall, his stride annoyingly confident.
“Saki!” Anu called after him angrily, quickly making her way towards him. As he spun and looked back into her eyes with inexorable rigidity, she slowed down a bit, a lot of her confidence quickly dropped, yet she still kept her eyes glued to his, her anger keeping her solidly focused on her purpose. “I need to know what you know. There are no secrets here, you saw me, I looked in the book. You know more about me than I know about myself, right?” she stared at him, her eyes softened under his overpowering scrutiny. She sighed. “All my life, I’ve been shut away as if I was some kind of creature of lust, ashamed to be what I was born as; some people told me that I am an abomination to mankind, a witch, that I should be killed… it’s as if they were afraid that my very existence was… some sort of threat to theirs. I was taught by my guardian that I had to protect these people, that the one thing I could never do was let them hurt me, or convince me that I was evil, a whore to seduce men’s attention away from every other woman on the face of the earth… I, as were my people, were created by the pillars to perhaps keep human infidelity at bay, so whoever I am to end up with… has to be someone… someone pure of heart, someone who would not abuse the privileges of having a Mir as a mate. I was never fully told what that meant, although I know now why I needed to be kept isolated from society back then, any random man could have just… forced, acted on their lust and not understand their attraction to me was their primal weakness. I can understand why, back then, I was told this, because I was created to love purely so that whomever I ended up with should also reciprocate.
As for you… I know you have some sort of agenda. I can see it in your eyes, you’re enjoying this, and it’s making me feel really… really dirty!”
Shredder laughed imperiously. This annoyed Anu. “See!” she spat, “You demean me!”
“Your little speech was very amusing, Miss Anu, thank you.”
“And don’t call me that; calling me “Miss” puts a big fat barrier up between us and I am trying… I really am trying to accept my situation, accept… even love you.” Her eyes glistened as she choked, and swallowed the urge to cry that was forcing it’s way out. “You’re making it very difficult! I won’t be your little sex toy, I would rather choke on my own vomit than give myself to someone without emotion!” Saki’s black eyes seemed to almost soften. Was that empathy in his gaze? She waited for what seemed forever for a response, any response. Her heart began to pound furiously, and she clenched her fists so her nails almost pierced her skin. “Aren’t you going to tell me something? You owe me an explanation, at least!” she stepped forward. His eyes skimmed her up and down, then rested back to her eyes again. The quick scan seemed to wipe away any emotion that may have crept through.
“I don’t owe you anything, Miss Anu.” He said finally. Anu rolled her head back, her eyes widened angrily at his insolence.
“You are a cold, horrible… ‘man’ isn’t the word for you, you don’t tune in to your emotions, you coward. Everyone has emotions; you just shut yours away as if they threaten you! Yes! I can see it! Well I can’t be around someone like that, I can’t love someone who won’t truly love me back!” she cringed at her last words, ashamed she was laying her vulnerability out on the table while he remained aloof. “You won’t have me! I don’t care anymore what happens, I would rather die than lie with you!” she stammered, and pushed her way past him down the rest of the hall, threw her weight into the door to the outside where she ran into the garden again, towards the pond. She looked down into the dimly lit water, paced back and forth a couple times and then, without hesitation, jumped into the pond hoping for the pond to be as deep as it looked.
She felt herself sink, the above barrier between the water and air increased as she emptied her lungs of oxygen, sinking herself quickly. I won’t go up for air, she thought. This is it; I will not go back up to him, he can’t have me…” she looked around her, her surroundings now becoming more clear, she was at the bottom of the pond and some fish were swimming around her now as she settled into a sitting position in the sand. Looking up at the blurred world above, she saw Saki’s figure looming over the edge of the pond above, and she sat still in hopes she wasn’t visible. Her lungs began to ache for oxygen; she could feel the pressure build in side her and the urge to go up for air she fiercely suppressed with every fiber of her being. Suddenly she heard a loud plunge from above; Saki swam down covered in bubbles. Anu shrank back angrily, and frustrated the water was slowing her down. She kicked out and missed him as he reached out for her, her arms awkwardly lashed out hitting his arms, he grabbed her by both sides, and one last time Anu struck out, gasped to scream, only to swallow some water. She choked as she realized she just cut her arm on his armor, and the world around her faded to black.
The blackness cleared, her vision slowly returned to a blur, a face very close to her own loomed above her as she coughed up water, gasping for air. Weak, her vision cleared as Saki looked down at her in annoyance. She held clasped her hand on her chest, looked up at him; her face inched closer to his before she rolled back pathetically. He shook his head, his soaking wet black hair partially covering his eyes, tiny drops of water dripping off the tips.
“That was really foolish.” He whispered softly, brushing the hair away from her cheek with his fingers, after which he gently brushed his lips to her forehead.
“I don’t know what you want. You… do things to me and make me think it’s time, and then you stop… it’s agony, I almost just want to get it over with…”
“I know what you want.” He whispered in her ear, looked down at her and she blushed uncontrollably.
Looking into his eyes, she felt her soul being dissected. She knew he could send her into oblivion with his touch, she desired him and that terrified her, angered her.
Maddock's image was slowly dissipating from her memory; his face flashed before her less and less, even the guilt seemed to be washing away little by little. She fought back tears as she realized she was betraying her loved one. She hated herself, and wished she never met Saki, or Shredder, or whatever the hell this abomination was.
He slowly raised himself, his eyes locked on hers. Before he got on his feet he took her wrist and helped her up. Her body wavered as she tried to find her balance, she fell into him. As he finally stood upright, he helped her find her own feet and looked down at her wet body and hair, shaking his head.
"Let's get you cleaned up." he half-smirked as he removed part of a lily pad stuck to the back of her head. "Then I shall give you what you want."
She almost forgot to breathe as he led her on the path back to his chambers.
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