Perfect | By : Shinji606 Category: DC Verse Cartoons - Teen Titans > Slash - Male/Male > Beast Boy/Robin Views: 3376 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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PERFECT
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything, but hope to own something one day.
Chapter Three
Wanting Imperfection
Beep…beep…beep. Robin slammed his fist in to the innocent alarm clock.
“Why do I wake up this early” Robin groaned, turning to the clock he kept on the wall for such occasions when his alarm clock didn’t survive the morning. It read 5:01 am. Robin wasn’t going to lie he had a temper and most the time it flared. But In the last month he had gone through 12 alarm clocks and two doors. Something was clearly wrong, and he finally knew what it was. Robin the righter of wrongs was living a lie.
“Why can’t I just love her?” Robin asked his ever faithful wall clock. The clock just stared at its unraveled master. “Tick…tock” Robin growled at the clocks answer and turned a way from the unhelpful object. He thought of the orange alien girl he spoke of.
“I don’t even like the color orange. Green’s my favorite color.” Robin told the clock. Starfire really was beautiful inside and out. The way her hair glistened in the sun as she moved gracefully around. Hell Robin had even seen Raven looking at Starfire in awe at the beauty before her. It wasn’t just the beauty she possessed that made her perfect. It was her pure heart and kindness towards anyone. It made the girl so loveable to everyone she made contact with. Starfire was the perfect friend, lover, and girlfriend. Any boy would die to be with her. She was just so perfect.
“So why don’t I love her. What the hell is my problem?” Robin said to himself. Yet he knew why he didn’t love Starfire. She was perfect, and he didn’t want perfect. As messed up as it seemed he wanted someone with problems, someone imperfect. Not just a little imperfect really imperfect, because to him it was the imprecations of a person that made them beautiful. He hated himself for realizing this fact so late, but now that he figured it out there was nothing he could do about it. It was a fact now. Robin didn’t love Starfire as much as he truly wanted to he just didn’t. He was living a lie, and was going to in less she broke up with him. Why? Simple, he could Not break her heart. It wasn’t heroic. So the masked hero that everyone loved would continue to be the perfect boyfriend that everyone thought he was.
A knock at the door pulled him form his thoughts. Robin hurried to hide the demolished alarm clock under a blanket. The Knocking started once again.
“Just a minute” the boy wonder called out racing up to get the door. He already knew who it was. The culprit knocked one more time.
“Star I’ll be there in a minute” Robin groaned out sounding a little more annoyed then he attended as he slammed open the door.
“I am not Star dude…Sorry to disappoint you.” Beast Boy said as he plastered a wide cat like grin on his face. “Then again I am always a disappointment” he thought to himself.
Robin smiled, secretly glad that he was wrong for once. He had never been so glad to see the changeling in his life. The thought made him smile even more, as well as make him sick at himself for not wanting to be around his girlfriend.
“What is it BB?” Robin asked smile still on his face.
“You’re the one who wanted all of us up at 5:00 in the god damn morning dude. You were taking a long time to get ready, so I came to get you” The smaller teen said with a slight blush on his face. Robin thought it was cute to see the changeling blush, but why was he blushing in the first place. Robin looked down at him self and blushed more then Beast Boy.
“Sorry I’ll put clothes on” the older boy chimed as he quickly closed the door. “I can’t believe I answered the door in my underwear” Robin thought to himself.
“BB did look cute with that spaced out look and blush on his face. Kinda like a kitten or something.” He thought with a simile on his face. Robin reached for his costume when he realized what just went through his head. “Did I just call Beast Boy cute?” Robin slumped to his bed deep in thought.
“Great not only do I not love my girlfriend, but I am gay too.” Robin out lined to R on his costume. “No, that can’t be right I am just tired” Robin mused out loud. Robin thought of the youngest member of the titans.
“It’s wrong to say he’s cute on so many levels” He said to the R on his costume. The fact that Beast Boy was a boy wasn’t the only reason why. The other reasons mostly had to do with age. Robin was 19 years old while Beast Boy was still only15.
“Great I am a pervert too.” Robin sighed and left his room.
“It’s about time you got ready” Beast Boy said sounding grumpy.
“I even take the liberty to walk you down to the training grounds. When you’re the one who made every one get up at the crack of dawn, and you take an hour and a half to get ready? I could have been a sleep this whole time” The changeling whined.
“You didn’t have to wait you know” Robin said with a raised brow.
“I was doing it out of the kindness or my heart.” Beast Boy growled.
The rest of the walk was in an awkward silence. Robin looked at his companion out of the corner of his eye. “I don’t know all that much about Beast Boy. The only thing I know about his past is that he was a member of the Doom Patrol. Great you can put lousy friend on my list.” Robin thought to himself. Suddenly Robin remembered the sadden look in his smaller friends eyes yesterday. “At least I can fix not being a better friend” Robin said in his head.
“BB?” Robin asked almost shyly.
Beast Boy looked at his leaders confused. ”What?” That sounded more nervous then attended too Beast Boys ears. What was bothering his older friend?
“Uh…Well, I was wondering if anything has been bothering you.” Robin blurted out.
“No” was the only thing Beast Boy said in return, and some how Robin Knew it was the only answer he was going to get form his green friend. That made him worry that something really was wrong. If it was Beast Boy hid his feelings well, because not even Raven knew and she knew everything. He looked back down at the youngest of them all and saw the sad look he had seen yesterday. Robin made a small vow that he would learn all he could about the boy who called himself Beast Boy, and the thought made him smile.
“What’s with him?” Beast Boy wondered seeing his leader look happier then he had in weeks. “And what was with the question. Are people starting to notice? Do the others notice? No, it was just a whim. If the others knew they would have said some thing” He thought a little sad that his friends knew so little about him. “Oh well” he sighed earning a small glance form his walking companion.
“Looks Like it will be another boring day” Beast Boy said to no one in particular.
“I wouldn’t say that” The companion Beast Boy had long since forgotten answered startling the young changeling. Robin giggled at his startled friend who had jumped at least a foot in the air and blushed at his absentmindedness. “He really is cute” Robin thought to himself. “I can admit that. Its clear to everyone that meets the kid” he thought to himself. Right then the young green boy tripped onto the ground in a fury of purple and green as he tried to stop himself from falling failing miserly. Beast Boy tried to hurry and get up off the ground before Robin saw only to trip again on to a table breaking it.
“Oops” Beast Boy muttered as he blushed madly. Robin just laughed and helped him up off the ground.
“Yup Imperfection is very cute” Robin thought to himself as they headed to the training grounds.
Robin looked at Beast Boy once more. The younger boy was still blushing madly looking at the ground. Robin smiled a large evil grin.
“Oh so very cute” Robin thought as they entered the training grounds. The day was already looking to be better then yesterday.
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