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The Pitiful Truth	By : Cookieluv246 Category: Web Comics > Homestuck Views: 1112 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Homestuck, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Chapter List
- 1-The Pitiful Truth
- 2-The Pitiful Truth II
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Authors Note: I wasn't originally going to make any more chapters to Pitiful Truth, it was just gonna be a one shot. My friend however wanted a continuation and I figured I could at least try and come up with something more to it...Forgive me, I'm still not completely confident in my writing of these characters asdfghkljl; Karkat seems so wimpy sob OTL But I hope you enjoy even so ;w;
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You two had just been sitting there silently for a long time after Karkats breakdown. It was odd, not entirely awkward ..Actually rather soothing. You were holding on to him and had him in your lap for sometime. He wasn't facing you, you couldn't really make out what was on his mind at this point-- but eventually the silence broke when Karkat had decided to speak up,

"I've kind of just been wondering..." he paused, shifting positions to face you even though he wasn't directly looking at you, "what made you decide to go "celibate" anyway?...You had skipped over that topic I noticed."

Ah, not exactly what he expected to be asked but...well, you in normal circumstances would have avoided this conversation but at this point, you felt like you could at least open up to your pu...descendant, by at least this much.

"Hm, well it really was just a personal choice I suppose. To keep my mind affixed on the general social problems and stay level-headed. Romance can be rather...distracting, for lack of a better term. That and...well, I didn't really have much interest in it anyway." Or atleast, this was what you liked to tell yourself. The truth was, not only had you had an interest, as well as many...urges...the only person you had ever considered wanting to fill quadrants with had been taken by another. But rather then dwell on that fact, you just went head deep into your studies in hopes of eliminating these bothersome feelings...Because lets face it, even if she didn't belong to Captor...Who would honestly fall in love with you?

You gave a sigh as you noticed Karkat studying you, it was rather unnerving as you still weren't completely used to seeing non voided eyes in such a long time. You fidgeted a bit at this as you glanced away at him.

"You're not a very good liar Kankri," he said rather curt. You were taken a back by this as you bit your lip.

"Pardon?" You murmured, if there was one thing you didn't like, it was being called a liar... You put in your best efforts to make sure to be as truthful as you could--but you even knew when you were merely filled with hot air.

"Back there..when you had spoken to Latula...it felt to me like you showed great concern for her." You were about to object but he cut you off and continued, "I may not be good at many things, but I deplore myself in my knowledge of romance. Even if they are based mostly from cheesy movies but--my point is... you like her don't you?"

You gave an even deeper sigh, even more then your disdain for being called a liar...You hated when your emotions were easily veiled. You liked to keep yourself at least somewhat aloof, and allow your words to be your only means of expression...Sadly, it's those same words that seemed to have bitten you right in the rear.

"I guess I've been caught," you finally say, in a surrendering tone. "But it's really no more then just a flush crush...not like it matters honestly," you let your words fade a bit as you replayed all of the words you managed to keep inside. You gave a small chuckle in an ironic fashion as you breathed, "she could never possibly fall for someone like me," oh, woops. You caught yourself a little late as Karkat had already heard and had become unusually silent...It almost seemed like he was...sulking?

"So...we really are destined...to be alone, aren't we?"

Those words, sent a harsh chill down your nerves. What hurt you even more was the look he had--a look of mere helplessness like that of a wounded beast. It hurt you so much, dare I say, triggered you even.

"Come now," you patted his head and combed your fingers through his hair, softly in a nurturing manner. Similarly as you remembered Porrim doing for you in your younger years. "That's not true, I merely made my choice to be this way...but there's nothing stopping your relationships."

"I'm pretty sure I already royally fucked up my chances of ever having her. Not to mention, I'm pretty sure she's already seeing someone," he said in an almost detached manner. His eyes were glistening, he must have been fighting off crying again. He started sniffling in short bursts,

"Why aren't we allowed to be happy?"

Your heart near broke at this point. You couldn't stand this feeling welling up inside of you. You just wanted to hold him close and make all of these sad thoughts disappear .You had felt your heart thumping and your cheeks reddening...what was going on?

"Karkat please...I'm quite content with my choices, and..."

There they go, a single tear looking towards your direction, you clasped your hands over his face and tried to wipe the hurt out of his eyes--with no luck.

"Karkat...Please say something,"

This was becoming dangerous. Your faces were dangerously close, you could feel his quickened breaths matching your own. Your head kept rearing slowly towards his.

"Karkat please..." You were afraid at what your body was urging. This intense feeling was not able to be so easily brushed off. It had happened, you felt an intense pity for him. Shit.

"Kar--"

Soft. You felt something soft and salty enveloping your lips. His mouth was moist but not sloppily so; his hands had found their ways around your neck, pulling you closer. When he finally parted, he gave an alluring gaze and whispered,

"I think we've said enough,"

You furrowed your brows but could no longer keep pushing back your desires. You kissed him back, more forceful then his. You nipped at the bottom of his lips and crept your hands down his back. Following down his spine, and grasping on to him for dear life. Was this real? You didn't want these feelings to go away. You lowered him on his back as your motions became more hungry with passion. You were considerably larger then Karkat, body frame wise. It made sense though, seeing as you were technically older. Your hands were bigger then his...but not by much. Vantas' were known for their delicate hands. His were grabbing on to your shoulders and slightly clawing at your back as you felt up his sides. You pushed up his shirt slightly to reveal his belly, he had a very faint pudge of baby fat, but it was quite cute. You kissed it rather gently as he gasped and his legs started to squirm.

It was strange how even with your lack of knowledge on these sort of things--it all just kind of clicked when you were with him. You had yet to take off either of your clothes but were merely pressing your bodies on each other essentially dry humping one another. You aimed your kiss at his mouth but it fell on his neck, and he wrapped his legs around you at this point, moaning sweet shrills of enjoyment. Both of your cheeks had turned rather rosy, his eyes were moist like earlier, but not out of sadness. Your stomachs pinned against one another felt indescribably hot. You were sure you were nearing--

Suddenly, you no longer felt his warm breaths on your skin. The body you had been intermingling with not so long ago had disappeared You never realized how long you two must have been together--but it would appear that he must have...woken up.

Once again, you had been left alone...Burning with emotions, left with your mind and the sad realization.
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