Forbidden Desire | By : JLinz Category: DC Verse Cartoons > Justice League Views: 7307 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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A/N: All characters are from here: http://comics.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600060947 It's not necessary to read Speed of Lyght to get into this story, however...
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Chapter Warnings/Triggers/Tags: SI, OC, POV, Oral
A Confession
Nothing could dampen my mood; I was sitting on cloud nine! I was so eager to tell anyone who would listen that Wally West was officially off the market. The way that she reacted about Linda, it was safe to say that this was it. Jamila was in it for the long run.
I replayed the date over and over again in my mind. I couldn’t help but to laugh; she thought that I was trying to propose! I had no idea how I felt about that. We’d known each other for quite some time and I’d been in love with her for nearly as long; it wouldn’t have felt strange for me to propose to her. But then, I hadn’t known where we stood: proposing could’ve freaked her out. Regardless; I knew now and well… maybe giving her a ring wouldn’t be too far off in the future.
“… You’re glowing…” I was so deep in thought, I hadn’t realized that Tabitha was sitting across from me, “This ain’t your usual ‘I had sex’ glow, either…” she blushed slightly at her own words. Such a weirdo! I just smiled widely.
“I did it.”
“You… did what…?”
“I told her how I felt; how I really felt. And she felt the same! We’re official.”
“God; I thought I was old fashioned!”
“Tabby! I wasn’t gonna just assume that we were dating if all she wanted was a fuck buddy. How would that make me look? Me going on Facebook and saying that I was in a relationship only for her to comment: ‘oh, yeah; with who’?”
“Shit; you did that, didn’t you…?” she pulled her phone out. I blushed; after leaving her place that morning, it was indeed the first thing I done, “Aw… doc did the same! You two are so cute together…”
“Wait, what…?” I slowly narrowed my eyes at her. She shoved her phone in my face and all I could do was smile. Mila had changed her relationship status to “taken” and right below was a selfie we took the other night. In the background was the Colosseum in Rome but I paid little attention to that. It was the look of joy in her face that mesmerized me. Jamila always said that she took awful pictures but I saw nothing awful about this one. After the one of her in bra and panties, this was my favorite picture.
“Ha; the trips are giving her shit…” Tabby took her phone away and began typing. I could imagine; she told them that nothing was going on between the two of us. But… that was during the holidays and things certainly had changed since then!
“I guess I’ll have a talk with them about it.”
“Since when have you been more important than me…?”
“Since those three tried to get me and Mila to kiss on Christmas…”
“Oh, yeah…” she let out a small giggle and returned to her phone. There was something wrong. I knew her; Tabby was supposed to be ultra-giddy about my announcement. She was the original one who tried to get us together… at least tried to coax me into telling Mila how I felt about her. I was all prepared to be teased about wedding dates and all that. But she just sat across from me, concentrating on her phone. I stared at her.
“Okay, something’s wrong. Talk to me.”
“What?”
“Don’t play stupid. Half of Watchtower would’ve known by now that me and Mila are serious; you would’ve made the announcement over the control system! But you’re just… sitting there. Do we need to talk in private…?”
“N-No.”
“You’re not happy for me?”
“What? No! I mean, yeah, I’m happy for you. I’ve been waiting on you to make your move forever! It’s… fuck, I don’t wanna overshadow your news with mine…” she looked away. I leaned in closer and grabbed her hand.
“Whatever good news you have, I’m gonna love! Unless… it’s not good news?” my mind reeled on what could’ve happened that she thought would outdo my happiness. Oh… what if she found out about the affair…?
“I… well, it should be good news, right? I just… I don’t know.”
“Spit it out already; whatever it is, I’ll help you deal with it!”
“J’onn asked me to be his mate.” she rambled out. Um… okay…? I bit my lip and tried to figure out why that would make her act the way she was. Weren’t they already sleeping with each other?
The more I thought about it, the more it started to hit me. I gawked at her as she became absolutely rosy.
“He asked you to marry him?! Tabitha, how is that not good news?!” I was taken completely off guard by the stream of tears.
“I don’t know! It’s… scary! I don’t know how to be a wife; I barely know how to be a girlfriend! Why does he want me to be his wife?!”
“Seriously…? Tabby, stop…” I gave her some napkins, “J’onn loves you. Even when he tried to hide it, we all knew. I think you’re thinking way too ahead. I mean, you love him, right?”
“Of course, I do…” she nodded and sniffed.
“Well then, you fucking rock: that’s the main reason why he wants you to be his wife! Please don’t tell me you said no…” I narrowed my eyes at her.
“I… I told him I’d think about it. He was confused…” oh, my God; I loved her but she was the biggest lame brain I ever met! My phone went off; Mila’s personalized ringtone for messages. I sighed and looked at the text.
DID YOU KNOW THAT J’ONN PROPOSED TO TABS??? DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE IDIOT SAID?????
I snorted out a laugh before I responded.
I know. Talking to her now. She’s in tears
WHY???
She’s afraid, babe. She doesn’t know why he would want to marry her.
I’m calling her!
“Ah… do me a favor. When you answer your phone… hold it as far away from your ear as possible…”
“Wha…?”
“Just… trust me…”
-_-_-_-
“WHY ARE YOU OVER THERE CRYING FOR?!”
“Don’t yell at me; I’m already stressed out!” she was seriously crying. I almost felt bad for yelling. But then… the Martian proposed to her and she was having a meltdown. I didn’t understand it.
J’onn put a hand on my shoulder.
“Jamila, it’s okay…”
“What do you mean, ‘it’s okay’? It’s not okay! Tabs, seriously; what is there to think about?!”
“That’s enough…” the Martian actually took the phone away from me. I widened my eyes at him, “Tabitha… it was never my intention to cause this type of reaction. Yes; I told her because I was confused on your answer and needed an opinion. I understand that this is a huge decision. But it does not mean that we will get married right away. I’ve gone centuries without a wife; a few more months or even years will not kill me…” the look on his face melted me.
When J’onn dropped the news on me, my heart and Venus sank to the floor. Then I picked my heart back up; why did it matter to me that he asked Tabs to marry him? I had Wally. Although we hadn’t been together for long, he was the best thing that happened to me, relationship-wise. I didn’t just settle with him; he was it.
Part of me was a bit confused as to why the Martian decided to propose, though. I silently watched as he tried to calm Tabitha down and gushed as he asked her again. When he smiled, I knew that she said yes. He gave me the phone back.
“Congratulations.” I meant it and I hoped that he saw it.
“Thank you. Tabitha has the irrational fear of not being the best for me. She feels that she’s not smart enough or… well, mainly that she’s not smart enough for me.”
“I don’t know why she never gives herself any type of credit. If she was as dumb as she thinks she is, she would’ve never learned the things that she has!”
“I have told her that numerous times…” he gave a small smile.
“J’onn… I hate to ask this. But… why did you ask her to marry you?” the thought was eating at me. I wanted to know for sure that this wasn’t something to get his mind off my new relationship. J’onn sighed a bit but his smile never left.
“It isn’t what you think. When I said that I love Tabitha, I meant it. I also meant it when I said that I love you. But, I cannot marry the both of you, can I? In a different world, in a different situation, the three of us could live in that manner.” he started. My heart paused. He wanted to marry me…?
“You know, there’s quite a few couples who live like that. Polygamists.” I smirked.
“I know. I don’t believe that Tabitha would be comfortable in that type of relationship. Would you?” he asked, seriously. I opened my mouth but closed it; he wanted a real answer. I gave out a laugh and shook my head.
“It doesn’t matter now, does it…?”
“Humor me, Jamila.” I had a feeling he wouldn’t drop it. I had no idea why he was so damn persistent! I sighed.
“I guess… with what we were doing, I was already sort of comfortable with that type of relationship.”
“Sort of?”
“You’re not gonna drop this. Fine. Seeing you with her made me a bit jealous. But… I knew that she was first. I had to accept it. If she was willing to share you then… eventually, I wouldn’t have a problem with the whole thing.”
“I see.”
“But, it’s too late to think about things like that. We’ve both moved on.”
“That is true. I know that you will try to quiet me. But… I will never get over you. Me proposing marriage to Tabitha isn’t a sign of me doing so.” he explained. I looked away. I knew that it would be brought up. If I wanted to really think about it, I felt the same. But I had to show how much willpower I had. I had to stick to my guns. He couldn’t love me the way Wally loved me… and that was exactly what I was looking for.
“I know. And I don’t wanna argue about what’s right and what’s wrong.”
“No. No more arguments. It was just something that I wanted you to know.” he said almost silently. I didn’t want to look at him. I knew what would happen; he would have that irresistible look and I would melt. But I didn’t want to be rude and steeled myself. He gave me such a simple look with a small smile. I smiled back and nodded, “We should change the subject. I see that you enjoyed your date with Wally.”
“… he told you…?”
“Who do you think gave him the idea?” J’onn laughed. I opened my mouth but nothing came out at first.
“… why would you do that?”
“Contrary to belief, I don’t hate Wally. He is one of my dearest friends. While you were able to hide your jealousy, I wish I could’ve said the same for myself. At first, I was wary of his intentions. I should have known better. Wally is no womanizer… and I knew that he loved you before he realized it. Your happiness is more important and I see that he makes you happy. As a friend, I was obligated to give him some advice.” he explained. Part of me was let down; I assumed that he planned that all on his own. Didn’t matter. J’onn may had suggested where to take me; I was doubtful that he suggested what Wally should say to me!
“Thank you, J’onn.” I gave him a hug. He held me tight at first but quickly loosened up.
“You’re welcome. Now… is it too forward to ask for help preparing for a wedding?”
“… Of course not…”
“Why aren’t you pregnant yet…?”
I looked away from my Kindle and stared at Wally. He had his head on my stomach and watching TV. I ran my fingers through his hair, which made him cuddle me more.
“I think… my pregnancy days are over!”
“Because you’re forty? There’s plenty of women who’ve gotten pregnant at forty…” he sounded as though he was pouting. His tone was enough for me to put the Kindle on the night stand.
“It’s not because of my age. You… oh, that’s right; you wouldn’t know. I had help with the triplets.”
“You mean… fertility drugs…?” he finally looked at me. I nodded.
“You never wondered why it’s just the triplets? After it was clear that the drugs worked a bit too well… I didn’t want to risk having three more! So, I never took them again. And, that’s why I’m not pregnant.” I tried to explain. He let my words sink in and finally nodded.
“What if… I wanted to have kids? Would you start taking them again for me?”
“You want kids, Mr. West?” I smirked.
“Pfft! You damn right I want kids! You thought I was joking about having little Wallys around…?”
“… You said that when we weren’t even a thing! Is that all you want: to have me pregnant and barefoot in the kitchen…?” it took so much for me to say it without laughing. Wally’s eyes widened.
“… If I said just pregnant and naked, would that sound horrible…?”
“Get off me…” although I shifted so he wouldn’t be laying on me, I laughed. Laughing, Wally climbed right back on me and gave me a kiss.
“Seriously. Yes, I want to have kids. And remember that whole speech about me being in love with you for the longest? Even back then, I was. Okay; when I said that, about you having my child, part of it was me joking around.”
“How long have you really been in love with me…?” I wanted to know. Wally’s face started to go rosy.
“Hard to say when the exact day was. But… okay, I’ve lusted after you since day one!”
“Which was when…?”
“Wow… you don’t remember?”
“…… when me, you and Tabs went out in Metropolis?” I tried. Wally huffed.
“The first time you were on Watchtower to visit Tabby!”
“When she was going through her first rehabilitation…? Wait… you were there. But, it was only for a second! You didn’t even say anything to me.”
“… I watched you walk. And then Big Green mentally yelled at me for my thoughts…”
“I don’t even want to know…” I narrowed my eyes. He smiled and became more comfortable between my legs. I automatically tingled as I felt his hardness; I knew where this was heading and I had zero problems with it!
“To this day, you have the meanest, sexiest walk I’ve ever seen. What’s that saying? ‘Hate to see you go but love to watch you leave’.[1]”
“You’re terrible.” I smirked and blushed.
“Oh; while it’s on my mind… not your walk. I take that back; your walk is always on my mind. But… not the point! Anyway: so, I wanted your help for J’onn’s bachelor party.”
“My… help? You need ideas? I think one of the other superheroes would be better…”
“Ah… not really.”
“What do you want me to do?”
“Before I say it, promise me you won’t hit me… or break up with me…” he warned. Alarms started to go off in my head and Venus covered her ears. What could he possibly want me to do that I would want to hit him or break up with him…?
“You know I ain’t making no promises; especially with those types of warnings!”
“Okay, fine. M… maybe you could be the… entertainment…?” he started to inch away from me. My brow furrowed. What did he mean by the… entertainme…
My eyes widened as far as they could do and Wally cringed.
“Are you asking me to strip in front of J’onn and the rest of the…”
“No, no, no; it’ll be just… me and J’onn…” he added quietly. This was one of his jokes. It had to be. What else would possess him to even ask something like that?! He knows, dumb ass. Knows… what?! You and J’onn, fucktard!
I could do nothing but stare at him, to try to get some sort of sign. No. He didn’t know. If he did, he would’ve told me by now. Hell, he wouldn’t even be with me if he knew! If he knew, I wouldn’t be alive; Wally would’ve ran straight to Tabs and told her.
-_-_-_-
The awkward silence was killing me. It was as though she was staring straight into my soul. The idea sounded great in my head, to be honest. After the talk I had with J’onn before my big date, it was kinda all I could think about. Me and him ogling her while she stripped. The vivid dream from before possibly coming true. Just because she was all mine didn’t change the fact that her and Big Green were absolutely hot together. Who knows; maybe they didn’t get to end their affair properly? What better way than to do so at your own bachelor party?
As soon as the words came out of my mouth, however, I realized that she had no clue that I knew about the two. I would have to tell her, now. Jamila cracked a smile and let out a little laugh.
“Your jokes are becoming more and more provocative…”
“I kinda… wasn’t joking…” it took a lot for me to look at her. Because I knew that at any moment, she was going to hurt me. On cue, her smile immediately disappeared. She looked at me in disgust but instead of a slap she just glared at me.
“What have I done to make you think I’m some kind of whore?!”
“No, I never…” I took a deep breath and thought about my words. Whelp; it was now or never, “Babe, I knew about… you and J’onn…” I looked dead at her. Her emotions immediately changed for a second time, from disgust to embarrassment. I could feel her trying to make herself small, something I didn’t want her to do.
“W-W-What…? How… he told you…” she made a realization and I actually wanted to laugh. It was funny that they both thought the other had told me. I shook my head.
“I saw it.” I confessed. I had never known for anyone black to pale but she did.
“… when?”
“Um… can I still get you to promise not to…”
“When?!” she stressed, “Oh, my God; you did see us in the shower!”
“That was the second time but yeah…” I rushed. Should’ve kept my mouth shut. I knew for sure she was about to have the biggest outburst of all mankind. I was shocked when her outburst came in the form of sudden tears. She tried to push me away but I stayed, “Hey, hey, hey; it’s okay. Nothing to be embarrass…”
“It’s not okay! Tabitha is gonna kill me, literally! I don’t even know what she’s waiting on…” she cried.
“Oh… you think I told her…? Why did both of you think that? No, I didn’t tell her. I never will. It’s not my place to tell her.” I tried. She calmed down a bit but drew her legs into her chest. She was feeling small and I hated that she felt that way.
“Who else knows…?”
“I have no idea. You would think that if anyone else knew, they would’ve said something by now? I don’t know.”
“Why are you with me, since you know and all?”
“Why am I with… because I love you, that’s why. I’m not gonna sugarcoat it; the only thing I wondered was how the two of you could do what you did to Tabby. But t-then…” the only way I could explain it was grab her hand and make her run it along my dick; it strained against my shorts. She blushed a little but then huffed out a laugh.
“How can you be horny now?! I swear to Christ, the wind blows and you’re ready to screw…”
“Well… just thinking about the two of you together gets me harder than a fucking rock.”
“… wait… what…?”
“You two are hot together. I… couldn’t look away. Don’t get me wrong; I’m glad that the affair is over. I wouldn’t have stepped in if it wasn’t. But then, once in a while, I find myself thinking back to… him having you pinned in the shower. You face down in this bed with him behind you. Or… that dream I had…”
“Dream…? Holy shit… your video. What the hell did you dream about; me and him?!”
“A-a-and me…” I was aching. I really was thinking back to the two times I had caught them as well as the dream. And on top of her yelling at me… I needed some relief!
Mila became rosy and just looked at me in shock.
“Is… is that what you want me to do? A threesome?” she asked quietly. Even hearing it from her mouth turned me on. She raised her eyebrows and looked down at my dick throbbing through my shorts; she still had a hand on it, “You do…”
“I w-w-wouldn’t mind it; just this once. I mean, whatever you want to do. Doesn’t have to be… that. I don’t care if… the only thing I get to do is… watch…” I was dead serious. I was also two seconds from simply asking J’onn if he would, right then and there!
“What if… I say no…?”
“T-Then, I won’t bring it up ever again.”
“But… you’ll always think about it…” I had no idea why she still had a hand wrapped around my dick but the feeling sent chills up my spine and I shuddered. I wanted to move my hips, thrust towards her so that she got the hint. Well, at least the hint to stroke me; I was positive she knew I wanted to have sex! But I stayed still and watched her expressions. Oh… she asked me something…
“… Yeah.” I honestly had no idea what she asked and hoped that I answered right! I didn’t have time to think about it as I bit my lip; she slowly stroked me through my shorts, “Uh… is… is that a… yes…” I breathed out. I would never get enough of her touching me; that will always get me excited! Mila finally put her attention towards me; there was something in her eyes that I couldn’t figure out.
“Tell me about your dream.”
“… N-N-Now…?” my face was hot. Her hand moved beneath my shorts and I shuddered as she continued her slow strokes. The reflexes in my hips kicked in when she ran her thumb over my slit. She didn’t break eye contact with me as she nodded.
I wasn’t a story teller; especially if I was being distracted. By the time I got to the blow job, I had somehow lost my shorts! The slow strokes were torture but I knew I would explode before I could finish the entire dream. I expected for her to continue with the hand job but an embarrassing moan escaped when I felt her mouth around my aching cock. I lost control of my breathing as she pushed more of me in her mouth. She came up quick and went over my slit with her tongue.
“What else…?” she asked before moving back down. W-What? How the hell was I supposed to speak, let alone think?! Was this one of her games? I had a feeling that if I didn’t continue, she would stop sucking me and leave me aching for the rest of the night! So, I stumbled and stuttered through the rest of the dream. The more I spoke, the faster her mouth worked me. Needless to say, I didn’t make it to the end of the dream! I warned her that I was about to explode but she continued. Her wrapping her hand around the base was my cue to go through with my eruption, which happened not even two seconds after that move! Out of instinct, I grabbed her by the sides of her head and pumped hard into her mouth, sounding off with every shot escaped. Out of breath, heart pounding, I collapsed on the bed as she went to the bathroom. That was the first time she ever let me cum in her mouth… and I oddly had mixed feelings about it. It was like: “yay, she let me dump my load in her mouth and it felt great” but then “fuck, now she feels that I think she’s a two-bit whore”!
Before I could collect my thoughts, Mila was straddling me.
“Um… what… I’m so confused right now. Do I take that as… you’re willing or…?” I admitted. She laughed a bit and gave me a kiss.
“You didn’t enjoy that…?”
“W-What…? I’m still trying to catch my breath and you think… yes; I fucking loved it! It’s just… why…?”
“It was turning you on.” she said matter-of-factly, “And… I love seeing you turned on like that. So, if even thinking about me and J’onn together does that to you, then… alright…”
“W-W-Wait. Just… like that? I get the blow job of my life and I get to watch you two…” I trailed off as she slid down on my cock. I wasn’t rock hard but hard enough to slip inside her. I moaned as she moved her muscles against me; never, ever, ever, ever will I get tired of that, “F-F-F-Fuck, okay; no more talking!” I grabbed her hips and pushed upwards. As she moaned, I still tried to wrap my brain around what just happened. You know what; I wasn’t going to think about it! Why should I complain about getting some great head, her riding me into the night and I would get to watch her and J’onn get it on…?
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