Tainted Minds | By : Madame_Anarchy Category: DC Verse Movies > The Dark Knight Views: 3671 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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"Everything you need in your backpack?" Joker asked before putting a black chirurgical mask on
"Yes, you went through the trouble of buying everything and leaving it there for us, so I guess that's it" Bruce answered
"Good, let's go" Joker said getting his keys from his pocket
"Are you sure you don't want to go with the Batmobile? We can leave it some blocks away from your place and you can guide me there" Bruce asked
"Look, I appreciate how concerned you are about not pushing me to show you where my place is. But you know I wouldn't show you if I didn't want to"
"Ok, I just wanted to make sure you didn't change your mind. Maybe I have a clue where it is… I've spent nights trying to find your hideouts before, I'm curious to know if I got it right" Bruce said
"I'm always in different places and I have meetings with the people that work for me in secret places all around Gotham. You probably figured out where some of my old hideouts were, no doubt about that... But the place we're going is different. That's the only place I've kept over the years and no one knows about it besides you, me and Scarecrow. So as much as you love to keep data and stuff, the only thing I ask of you is to keep this information in your head. Don't write it down on paper or on your computer, never mention to anyone, as far as you know it doesn't exist. If anyone finds out I'm done" Joker said seriously
"I won't let you down, I promise. You've kept all my secrets so well and I'll do the same for you. You can trust me with anything, ok? I get it how important it is to have this one secret place that no one can invade, that no one can harm you when you're inside, to give yourself a break and feel safe" Bruce said
"Exactly. I don't have any traps there, no poisonous gas, no voice recognition, no double locks, passwords, cameras, dogs, nothing. It's just a simple small apartment. I'm not sure… I think I used to live there before… well, before I became who I am. Maybe when I was growing up, maybe as a grown man. I can't be sure. When I started to make money with crime I bought it. Maybe if you look up who rented before you can find my old name there, but I never looked up myself. This is as far as I went, as far as I want to remember for now. And I want this to be your limit too"
"I understand, Joker. I have no right on searching such things without your consent and I won't. It's not my place. You also never pushed me to share something I didn't want and you know I have many touchy topics. But… how about Scarecrow? Do you think he kept his word?" Bruce asked carefully
"I never told him the story behind that place. I just said I was staying there for a while when we were together. If I tell him I moved again he'll believe it" Joker said looking upset with the topic. He hated to remember he trusted Scarecrow once, made him feel stupid.
"Hey, cheer up a little! We're about to spend the whole day cleaning and if someone stares at you in the subway I'll let you steal something from them" Bruce joked, just to see Joker happier
"Oh you're so going to regret saying that! I don't steal wallets in public transportation for such a long time, how nostalgic" Joker said laughing in the end
This time they used different lines in the subway. It wasn't as straightforward as going to the Japanese neighborhood, they changed trains at least three times. Bruce noticed Joker was way more alert to his surroundings, making sure nothing suspicious was going on unnoticed. That only made Bruce understand how important the secrecy of this place was for Joker. He meant all he said.
"Next stop. Follow me, don't talk to anyone, don't look around too much, it's best if we get there quickly. Don't act like we're together. You're handsome, people look, and I'm wearing this. It's enough attention" Joker said quietly after a completely silent trip
"Ok" Bruce said not recognizing Joker for a moment. Almost sounded like he was listening to himself give people orders and that's absurd coming from Joker
They walked for about 15 minutes and entered an alley. It was still early in the morning on a weekend, so not much people around in the streets.
"See the fire escape? Fourth floor. You go up first" Joker instructed
Bruce didn't even have time to take a better look at the entrance of the building. It was located near the end of a street. It wasn't a very good neighborhood, seemed dangerous. Many buildings were abandoned. It wasn't a slum, Gotham had worse neighborhoods than that for sure, but it also wasn't a middle-class neighborhood either. Probably the type people didn't starve to death but that had serious problems with criminality, drugs, violence, and people always being late on their rent.
"Any neighbors I should know?" Bruce asked while Joker unlocked a door to let them inside the building from the fire escape
"No. I pulled some strings to fake some documentation about the building being dangerous due to gas leaks after I bought the apartment. No one lives here"
"Don't people think it's weird when they see the lights on?" Bruce asked
"My place is on the other side, people don't see it well from the street. No one comes around here too much, anyway"
Once in the corridor, Joker put his key on the key-hole and stared at the door for a moment before turning it around to open it. The place made him nervous.
As they entered Joker said Bruce could look around. The place had a living room, a kitchen, a bathroom and a small space attached to the kitchen where he had a washing machine and cleaning products. All rooms were kind of small. It would be ok for one, maybe two people living there at the most.
It was clear Joker didn't take care of the place in a long, long time. There was a heavy layer of dust everywhere, broken glass from different bottles on the floor, lots of crushed beer cans, but the worst was in his bedroom and bathroom. There were blood stains on the floor and some toilet paper with dry blood close to them. Bruce found those close to his bed and in some corners of the room. The bathroom was more concerning since Bruce found four razors on the floor just by opening the door, it also had more blood stains. They looked rather gory making the contrast between their shades of red and brown against the dirty beige walls. No wonder Joker had a hard time coming here. Bruce found the place unsettling and that wasn't even his blood on the floor and walls.
"I wanted to pick them up from the floor before you came here…" Joker started behind Bruce while he stood close to the bathroom door
"Don't apologize for that, I was aware I could see something like this when I offered to help. We'll clean together but leave the bathroom to me. I don't think cleaning it will do you any good" Bruce said while looking inside the bathroom. He turned around to look at Joker. "Looking at your place like this just makes me think off…"
"No, stop. Remember our agreement? No more beating ourselves up mentally anymore. That's in the past. Let's get started, I'm actually looking forward to see it done" Joker said in a reassuring way
"To be honest, so am I. Cleaning is boring but I like to organize things and see the final result"
"No shit! The only reason why you don't organize our wardrobe by color it's because there is only black there!" Joker said laughing
"Hey, I'm wearing the white T-shirt you asked! Why should I bother if you don't notice my effort in wearing other colors?" Bruce said trying to sound overly offended
"Don't worry, I'm sure Satan will forgive you for the white T-shirt, or whoever you guys worship in your cult" Joker said giving a little pat on Bruce's shoulder before getting the stuff he bought for the cleaning
They started with the basics like sweeping the floor and filling plastic bags with the trash. They left curtains and blankets in the washing machine meanwhile. It was also a dryer so they didn't have to bother hanging them. They took shifts using the vacuum cleaner and cleaning the dust from every surface. Joker had a bookshelf with some items and he had to remove all of them from the shelves to clean better. Bruce made a point out off dragging the couch, fridge, stove, and bed away from their places to clean under them. Before they started using water to scrub the floor with soap and other cleaning products, they stopped for a while to eat something they brought and rest.
"Not a bad cleaning for a playboy billionaire, I'll give you that" Joker said when he finished eating
"You haven't seen anything yet! Wait until I clean your bathroom, you can compliment my cleaning after that"
"Trust me, that one I wanna see" Joker said. Who else in this world had the chance to see Bruce Wayne cleaning a bathroom? Probably some of his employees would love to
"Joker, can I make you a question? It's silly but I've been curious about it, hope you don't mind me asking" Bruce asked
"Ok, try me" Joker said
"Humm… So, you're obviously into men. But how about women? Do you feel attraction for them as well?" Bruce asked slowly
"You were right, it is silly," Joker said rolling his eyes a little. "No, wait!... Is this about Watanabe?!" Joker asked, knowing he was right when Bruce blushed
"Who?" Bruce tried to lie
"Ohhh shut up!" he exclaimed and started laughing loudly. "Ok, first… No, I rarely talk to her outside her father's restaurant. And second, it's really rare for me to be interested in a woman. Must have happened once or twice. So yeah, it's not impossible, but I prefer men. By far. You should work things out in your head if you got jealous of her, I mean really, we just talked for two minutes that night at the restaurant" Joker pointed out, he didn't like to feel he was someone's possession, even if it was Bruce
"I wasn't so jealous, ok? I admit I was a bit jealous at first, but I think it's because I'm not used to see you being friendly to anyone but me. Once again, silly. It made me curious to ask you if you liked women too. Did I ever made something that made you feel jealous?" Bruce asked, trying to dismiss the idea he might have given Joker that he could be a jealous partner
"I gotta say when I first started doing things in Gotham and you gave more importance to what the mob did instead of my stuff it made me feel jealous" Joker said avoiding eye contact
"I can't believe you said that! You don't care I used to show up with a different woman in every single social event but you cared I fought other villains instead of you? How can you have the nerve to you say that I'm the one who needs to work things up in my head?" Bruce laughed in disbelieve. That was certainly going to be on his list of Joker's most memorable WTF comments
"I didn't know you were Bruce Wayne before, maybe that would have made me jealous too, I don't know. And how about you? Now that you figured yourself out better, do you have a preference?" Joker asked curious
"At first I would say that you were my only exception. But after some time being with you and being more open-minded, I started to notice that I do feel attraction for other men as well. I just didn't want to admit it to myself. I have a preference for women, I think I'll always have. But I like men too" Bruce tried to explain
"Good you understand that better now. And don't worry, I know having a preference doesn't mean you like me less than you would like a female version of me. Or that you would leave me for a woman just because it's a female. Men catch my attention more, women catch your attention more often, doesn't matter anyway, right?" Joker said noticing Bruce was a bit insecure on how to say things
"Yeah, I'm so glad you said it out loud, I wouldn't be able to put into words without making a mess" Bruce said relieved
After some rest, Joker cleaned the kitchen in a very decent way and helped Bruce finish scrubbing the floor from the apartment, leaving the bathroom for last. It was late already. They arrived in the morning and when Bruce looked out the window, the sky had orange tones from the sunset.
"Joker, before I start cleaning the bathroom, you're going to make me and yourself a favor. You will enter the bathroom, get the razors you never used under the sink and throw them away with the rest of the trash. Can you do that for me?" Bruce asked firmly
Joker nodded and entered the bathroom, returning with four unused razors on his hands, disposing them in one of the trash bags.
Bruce was about to make a knot on that plastic bag so Joker could take it outside but Joker stopped him and after a moment he sighed and said "Wait, there is more"
Joker went to his bedroom and came back with another two razors. He also opened a box in the bookshelf and got a small blade from the inside. He threw everything away in front of Bruce, who finally gave a knot to the plastic bag.
Joker tensed up, maybe for entering the bathroom or maybe because having those things gave him some odd security he could cut himself later. Cutting was a coping mechanism and getting rid of the tools made him feel insecure somehow. It was hard to let go of something that was there for him when he was at his worst, even if it almost got him killed.
"I just saw your addiction try to defend itself and you shutting it up, just now, right in front of me. You have my respect" Bruce said while giving Joker a tight hug, who hugged him back strongly after hearing this
Joker made multiple trips to take all the trash out, they filled many bags with broken glass from bottles and stuff like that. The bathroom was small so even being filthy, it wouldn't be such a nightmare to clean it. Bruce made a huge deal out of removing all the blood stains, using different cleaning products to clean between the tiles. He cleaned inside the shower and wanted to give it a final touch, but before that he let Joker take a shower there while he rested a little. Bruce took the chance to put one of the new sheets Joker bought to replace the old ones in his bed, they would probably sleep there tonight.
As Joker dried his hair with a towel, Bruce entered the shower to finish cleaning it, taking his pants off since he was going to take a shower anyway after that. Joker sat on the closed toilet seat to give him some company. He wanted to talk to him to pass the time but his view was a bit more interesting than some random subject.
Bruce opened the shower for a bit to use the water for the cleaning, getting his white T-shirt and underwear wet. He was pretty innocent about it, focused on his cleaning. Joker, on the other hand, was just observing his clothes mark his defined muscles, the way he was crouched close to the floor, not leaving much to imagination between his legs. Joker almost thought Bruce was doing it on purpose, but he truly wasn't, being distracted the way he was. Bruce turned around to clean the floor behind him, giving joker a provocative view of his ass unintentionally. That was too good to resist, he was hard already, his cock begging for some attention. Joker stood up and asked Bruce to step outside for a moment.
"Hey… were did that come from?" Bruce asked in a husky voice close to Joker's ear while feeling his erection between them as they kissed
"You really didn't understand why I asked for the white T-shirt?" Joker asked
Bruce thought for a second and realized that yes, maybe Joker wanted to see him how he was right now. His clothes soaked wet and a bit translucent, everything glued to his body.
"Just understood, but didn't have a clue before" Bruce said while pushing him gently against the wall
"You're so innocent, aren't you?" Joker said before touching Bruce between his legs to confirm he was getting hard as well
"Oh, not at all" Bruce whispered, kissing Joker's neck right afterwards while he was against the wall for some good time, making the other man moan loudly. "This isn't fair, you're all clean, can I take a quick shower before we continue?" Bruce asked
"Sure you can, if you let me watch" Joker answered maliciously
It was quick, Bruce stripped, revealing his hard member and he entered the shower. He just wanted to get rid of the sweat, but he liked the idea Joker was observing him so he provoked him a lot. He was aware how much Joker liked his body and was a turn on for him as well. He loved this feeling he could make his partner hard without even trying too much. Bruce gave Joker a little show, giving him a great view of himself and sometimes turning around to see he was jerking off to him taking a shower. He couldn't wait to get his hands on him again.
Bruce stepped out and dried himself in a matter of a second.
"Like what you see?" Bruce asked before kissing Joker furiously against the wall again
"If it like it? I'm crazy for it" Joker answered between gasps
Bruce lifted him and continued to kiss him against the wall, making Joker cross his legs around Bruce's waistline. Bruce was so strong, even if he were heavier he could do it.
"Do you wanna take his to your bed?" Bruce asked with a deep voice that made Joker shiver
"Yes, take us there" Joker answered
Bruce carried Joker in that same position to his bedroom and laid him on the bed carefully before going on the top of him, Joker kissing him all the way. Once there, Bruce started to stroke Joker as he kissed him. They were very turned on, but after getting to the bedroom they felt a need to be more affectionate tonight. Bruce wanted to pleasure him a lot, he wanted to make him feel how much he wanted him. He focused on stroking him, kissing him a lot and was about to go down on him for as long as he wanted. He knew Joker liked things to be more direct down there, but he decided to touch and kiss him in the inner part of his thighs. Which he liked, for the way he was looking at him, his expression filled with lust.
As he licked his partner's balls and held his thighs to hold him in place, Joker moved his hips in pure pleasure under him. Bruce was ok with the idea he would come like this, his moans were loud and he was starting to move involuntarily as he was being sucked. But then, Joker said something unexpected.
"Bruce put a finger in... I really want it" Joker said
Bruce stopped what he was doing and laid on the top on him, so he could look at him straight in his eyes.
"Are you sure? You know you don't have to if it makes you uncomfortable" Bruce said in a low tone while touching Joker's face
"I want it so bad, I think it's about time we try"
"You mean just the fingers or going all the way? I need a clear answer here" Bruce asked, still holding Joker's face with his left hand
"I want everything. I have some lube and condoms in the bathroom, get them for us ok?" Joker insisted, he had been craving for this for a long time
"Sure. We'll do it your way and if you want me to stop at any point you tell me" Bruce reassured him
He came back with what Joker asked and before he started, he sucked him to get Joker more in the mood again, this time making some pressure on his entrance with his finger to see if was ok. Bruce put lube on two of his fingers and pushed one slowly inside Joker, who held his breath until the whole finger was in.
"It's ok, do it the way I did it for you the first time. You remember, right?" Joker asked
"Of course, I do. Don't worry, we can take our time"
Bruce moved his finger around carefully, trying to stretch him as much as he could.
"Ohhh…. Hummmm" Joker moaned while moving slightly to try hitting his good spots. "Put the second one, now…" he said demandingly
Bruce didn't even argue with him, putting another finger inside and stretching him even more. He licked his length and balls to distract him, just the way Joker did for him on his first time.
"Kiss me before we continue… please" Joker asked, feeling anxious as they got closer to start, but still very willing to continue
Bruce came closer and they kissed as passionately as their erections allowed, slowly rubbing their cocks together between them. He held Joker's wrists against the bed firmly, but still gently. Only to lock their fingers together later, as they continued kissing.
"Do it… I'm ready" Joker moaned under him
"Turn around, then" Bruce said gently
"No, I have to see you" Joker said anxiously
"Ok, I just thought it could hurt less" Bruce answered giving him a soft kiss in the lips and getting in position to start
Bruce put a condom and waited for Joker's sign. When he said it was ok, he pressed his head on Joker's entrance, allowing himself moan. He was so focused on Joker he had almost forgotten how much he wanted this too. He pushed himself inside him slowly, stopping after he was midway there but still with some of his cock outside.
"You ok?" Bruce asked as Joker made a sorrowed face
"Yeah, just wait a moment, you're a big guy in case you might have forgotten" he said with a smile building up in the corner of his mouth
When Joker said he could go deeper, he bent his legs as Bruce laid on the top of him. Bruce started moving a little when Joker gave him a meaningful look. Joker put his arms around Bruce, feeling his back and also letting himself get more involved in that moment. Joker wasn't scared or holding his tears like the last time Batman had him against his will, he wasn't in pain anymore, he felt safe. He wanted this badly.
They leat out some moans and grunts as Bruce fucked him, a bit faster this time, things heating up more. Joker asked him to kiss and bite his neck again.
"You'll get bruised, your skin is sensitive here" Bruce warned him
"I don't care… Ohhhhh…. Yeah, lick it too" he said breaking heavily under him
Bruce felt Joker was getting closer, he knew him well enough to know the signs. He only wished he could stroke his cock to make it even better for him.
"Fuck me harder, I want it… I want to come" Joker said as he scratched Bruce's back and grabbed his ass
Bruce was trying to hold back so he could be more in control in case things went wrong, but his thoughts were getting foggy as he fucked Joker faster. He wanted to come too, it was getting harder and harder to hold it back.
"Faster, Bruce, faster… I'm so close" Joker moaned
"Oh Joker, I can't hold it much longer…" Bruce said gasping
"Yes, like this…. Hummmm, yes… ahhh" Joker moaned as he came between them arching his back as he rode out of his orgasm
Bruce breathed heavily close to Joker's ear and moaned more before he fucked him even harder for a moment. Joker held Bruce's hair tightly and pressed his body closer to his own with his free hand.
"Fuck…" he moaned as he came pushing himself deep inside Joker
They stayed like that for a moment. After all this time… everything they went through, they finally reached this point. It was all so fast while they were doing it and now seemed like they realized how much of a big deal it was. It felt natural to them, they both wanted it for quite some time, they were just afraid to bring it up and things not going well. Bruce pulled out carefully, only going to the bathroom to throw the condom away, coming back to the bedroom with a clean blanked they washed in the morning. He covered them both with it, bringing Joker closer to hold him under it, giving him a kiss on the forehead.
"You're so quiet, J. Are you ok?" Bruce asked with a soft voice
"I am… it's just… a lot to process" Joker answered
"I know, I'm a bit overwhelmed too… but I really liked it… it was really special to me" Bruce said looking into his lover's eyes
"For me as well, you were so nice. Thank you for not giving up on me… not just in bed, but everything else" Joker answered
"You don't have to thank me, it's the least I could do" Bruce said touching Joker's green hair
"No, Bruce… the least you could do was to make sure I didn't die. And maybe give me a hand with my knee. I saw you sleep in a chair close to my bed a week after you got me in the Batcave because I had a fever. You cooked me different dishes in every meal until we found something I could eat without my body rejecting it. You took me outside on Christmas, you gave me the choice to leave or stay. After that, you gave me a room in your house and you also came here and helped clean so I could feel like I still have a place of my own. Don't tell me it's the least you could do, sounds like you're still doing things out of guilt. You're not, right?" Joker asked, suddenly insecure about it
Bruce smiled and looked at him tenderly. This could be the moment he was waiting for to tell him. If not now, when?
"It makes happy you can see all that, I made you a promise and tried my best to help you… Things got different later... before we kissed I was resistant to the idea and very confused with everything I was feeling… But no, Joker, I'm not doing any of this out of guilt for a long, long time… I'm doing this… because I love you"
Joker's eyes widened as he placed a hand on his mouth in surprise. Bruce was never sure if someone like Joker was able to feel something like love or if he would say it out loud. Maybe he was biologically incapable of that, maybe that part of him was left behind with his previous life. It didn't matter, he loved him and he was not going to keep it to himself any longer, regardless if Joker loved him too or not.
"Bruce…" he said smiling after taking his hand away from his lips, "I love you too. I know feelings are tricky when it comes to me, but I mean it. I wouldn't say it if it weren't true" Joker assured him
This time Bruce was the one who got surprised. He was so happy he couldn't describe it. So many times he felt like saying it but didn't because he wasn't prepared to receive a bad answer. Falling in love for someone like Joker was an unscripted journey in every aspect to him. He just hugged him tightly as an answer. All the words were already spoken.
Author's note: The interesting thing is that I didn't plan this ending for the chapter. But as I wrote it, felt like they were the ones telling me what was going to happen next.
Thank you all for reading! Still have some ideas, so it's not over yet. I'd love to know your thoughts about this, so comments are always appreciated. See you!
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