Forbidden Desire | By : JLinz Category: DC Verse Cartoons > Justice League Views: 7307 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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A/N: All characters are from here: http://comics.adult-fanfiction.org/story.php?no=600060947 It's not necessary to read Speed of Lyght to get into this story, however...
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Chapter Warnings/Triggers/Tags: SI, OC, POV, Implied Racial Slur
What Did You Just Say?!
The last time I gushed like that, I was in high school! I didn’t think my blush would ever leave me. The children were right: Wally liked me, liked me! It wasn’t just a drunken kiss; he couldn’t get drunk! After he left, I asked myself over and over again: how the hell did this happen?
I smacked myself quite a few times on the forehead; there were signs everywhere, aside from the flirting! Venus was right; I had tons of book smarts but common sense was on vacation! You finally realized that! But, don’t forget about his flirtatious ways! You’re not the only girl he probably has feelings for! Yeah. So, don’t forget the plan! We ride him into the sunset and then break his heart! After hearing it out loud, I wasn’t quite sure of that plan. It wasn’t… me. And regardless of how many women he actually had, Wally was still my friend… with benefits! Fine; I’ll accept at least that!
There was only one thing that truly irked me about it all: J’onn. From experience, I knew that he wouldn’t take the “breakup” lightly but never in my life did I expect that type of behavior from him! It seemed like a coincidence at first but then it never failed; whenever Wally tried to come by, J’onn was close behind. Or, something always came up to where Wally would have to leave. Thankfully, Wally never said anything; I didn’t feel like telling him about the affair I carried on for nearly two years with the Martian! That showed that I needed to say something, myself!
I had hoped that it was just J’onn as a knock was heard followed by the opening of my door. I immediately left the couch and approached him. Before he could smile at me, I slapped the taste out of him! My hand throbbed like no tomorrow but I continued to glare at him as he looked at me with the most surprised face in the history of mankind!
“Stop meddling!” I glared at him. The confusion turned into concern as he sighed.
“I’m only looking out for your best interests.”
“No! I… I don’t know exactly what you’re doing but it needs to stop!”
“Did you end things just to be with Wally?”
“Wally wasn’t a factor until Wally stepped up! So, no! I ended things because it’s not fair to anyone! It’s wrong, J’onn! I needed to find someone who could freely love me; if I stayed with you… there was no way I would find that!”
“Do you believe that you will find that with Wally? Do you truly believe that he would be able to be with you faithfully?”
“Oh, like you were?!” I could tell that sentence hit him hard in the gut! His eyes widened before he looked away, “This was both of our faults; we should’ve known better! I’m not yours. You have no right to tell me who’s right for me and who isn’t! Let Wally be! If we decide to get serious with each other and it doesn’t work out… then I will gladly tell you that you were right! But until then, just… stop. Could you just be my friend?!”
“How can I when I constantly think of you? When all I want is to have you in my arms…?” he finally looked at me. I gasped but pursed my lips.
“Don’t, J’onn. Don’t do this.”
“Don’t do what, Jamila? Tell the truth? I understand that we shouldn’t…”
“No; we can’t! Not anymore! If you can’t handle just being my friend then… I’ll have to let that go as well!” it was his turn to gasp.
“Please… no…”
“Then, will you let the thought of us ever getting back together go?” I asked. Venus whimpered but I stood my ground. J’onn looked at me and true despair etched across his face. He finally nodded.
“… Yes. Whatever it takes to still consider you a friend…”
“I still love you, J’onn. But, you cannot interfere with whatever love life I try to have!” I continued. J’onn nodded once more before placing his hand on my cheek. I should’ve said something or at least done something to counter it. But I let him touch me. He lovingly caressed my cheek, letting his finger trace down to my jawline.
“You cannot control how I feel about you. And I cannot help thinking about you. I will always do that…” he gave me a small smile. How…? How did he make me feel like I was in the wrong?! Before Venus could voice her opinion, he gave me a full smile and turned to leave. I finally was able to breathe normally but looked away as he left. I still wanted him; I wanted to be back in his arms as well. It was my comfort zone. But enough was enough. No more affairs, no more sneaking around… and no more lying to my best friend.
-_-_-_-
I really was in love with her. I actually leaned towards saying that I loved her. And, the more we made out, the more I wanted to make love to her. But then I start to think about who she was with before… and I started doubting myself as far as being on par with him. Part of me said that I was being foolish. But then another part asked what if I was right. What if being with Big Green made her used to him and no one else? There was no way I compared to him!
Regardless, it thrilled me that she at least let me be so close to her. And… J’onn stopped giving me the evil looks! While it pissed me off a bit, deep down it saddened me. I considered him a friend and had hoped that he did the same. But the way he reacted to me even smiling at Mila was a bit of a downer. I guess I couldn’t blame him; he had feelings for her as well.
As always, we were all over her house: me, J’onn and Tabby. The three of us were watching TV while Mila was sprawled across my lap on her stomach, busying herself on her laptop; her legs in Tabby’s lap. I loved how more comfortable she became with me; I simply ran my fingers in various spots, from her back to her scalp. Every now and then, I would tie two of her dreads into bows! At the moment, several were strewed across her head! Tabby looked over and a case of the giggles overcame her. That drew J’onn’s attention and he merely shook his head.
“… what I miss?” Mila turned her head to the TV.
“Wally…” J’onn tried to scold. I rolled my eyes but smirked.
“Calm down, Marvin; it’s not hurting her!” I didn’t expect the uproar of laughter from the women!
“Holy shit; did you just call him ‘Marvin’?!”
“Oh, my God; I never thought to call him that!” Tabby managed through her laughter. Poor J’onn looked utterly confused!
“Why would you call me… Marvin?” he asked and it only made the women laugh harder. I finally laughed with them.
“He’s a Looney Tunes character…” Jamila choked out as she went to Google. Oh, hell; this was gonna be hilarious, “A cartoon character; a… Martian…” she showed him the picture and I nearly lost it at his reaction. He narrowed his eyes at me but I couldn’t stop laughing!
“Aw, come on; isn’t he cute?!”
“That… looks nothing like a Martian…”
“Well, how were they supposed to know back then? Oh, take a look at the Queen of Mars! The two of you should totally go to a con as Marvin and Tyr’ahnee! Shit… she has white hair, too!” Jamila pulled up another picture. Tabby slightly gaped.
“Wow… I could…”
“Absolutely not!”
“Wha…? Aw; it’d be fun… whatever a con is! And she’s gorgeous! You can’t tell me you can’t imagine me as her!” Tabby pouted at J’onn. If only he wasn’t green; I knew for sure that he was blushing at the moment! I looked over the picture; yeah… she would make a good Queen of Mars…
“You know… the title wouldn’t be so far-fetched, either… right?” I looked at the two. They both blushed.
“I didn’t think of that! Gods; this cosplay is gonna fucking happen!” she eyed the two, particularly Marv… J’onn! Jamila ran her hand through her head only to stop. Oh… the bows! She felt one and then glared at me. I could only give her a smile and a peck on the lips as the two stopped blushing and chuckled.
I didn’t know if we were together or not. It seemed like it, the way we would make out! I still couldn’t get over that hill! And I felt that she was getting a bit frustrated over it. I could see it in her eyes; mostly confusion with a hint of… sexual frustration? I knew that I had to stop goofing around and either confess or swallow my ego and carry her up to that bedroom!
Was it obvious that her place was one of my favorite places to be? None of us could explain it! I guess it helped that I was her… I couldn’t say that I was her boyfriend or lover. Romantic interest? That sounded about right! She was on her laptop yet again, trying to come up with lesson plans for her students. She said that teaching wasn’t a bother and there were only a couple of students who attempted to test her. Nothing too serious; just a few who were a bit mischievous. I got a kick out of knowing that there was a kid who could’ve passed for me and Tabby’s son, ability-wise! She emphasized more mine than hers but the kid had silver hair that reminded her of our best friend! Too many times, I had to reassure her that I fathered no children!
While she worked, I jammed out to some music while playing Killer Instinct online against Ramil. When I mentioned the family bred gamers, I wasn’t kidding! It didn’t matter what game we played, Ramil would destroy me! I quickly learned to be on his team whenever we played any type of Call of Duty! And then, A.C. wasn’t far behind his uncle! I was happy that Jamil wasn’t interested in those types of games; he was beginning to be a League of Legends master, though! Solonia was more into the puzzle games like her mother but I didn’t want to try my luck against her!
The song changed just as I lost yet another match and I had to take a break! “About the Money” came on and I got excited a little! Mila laughed from the table and I looked at her.
“What? This my shit!”
“What you know about T.I.?”
“What I know about T.I.?! What you know about T.I.?!” I widened my eyes at her. She laughed fully and took a break herself, going into the kitchen. I smiled because I saw her doing a little dance to the beat! I couldn’t help myself; I had to follow her. I squeezed her hips when I was behind her, making her giggle. We danced a bit before I turned her around. Since we were both in a playful mood, I lifted her and placed her on the countertop, making her beam at me. Since she said that I knew nothing about one of my favorite rappers, I was glad that it was still on his part. I gave her a smile as I leaned towards her.
“‘… put your money down, I could buck a hard fo’. You playin’ with it, I’m a send ‘em through your car do’. My watch flooded, shit sick, got a Parvo. I’m doin’ it for black and yellow, free Hardo. The head honcho, nig…’[1]” I was caught off guard as she immediately covered my mouth. Her eyes were wide while I was truly confused! I slowly removed her hand, “What…?”
“Really?!”
“What?”
“Wally, you can’t say that!”
“Say… what?” I had no idea what she was talking about! She pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes at me. I thought about the lyrics but still raised an eyebrow at her, “I can’t say nig…” she covered my mouth yet, again.
“AH! NO! What makes you think you can say that?!”
“Because… it’s a part of the lyrics…? I wasn’t going to say the bad version! There’s two versions of that word, you know…”
“That don’t mean you get to say them! I don’t say them!”
“I didn’t think there was anything wrong with saying n...” she readied her hand and it took so much for me not to laugh, “Okay. So, let’s get things straight. Can I say ‘I went from Smart Car to a bitch with some smart lips’[2]?”
“Yeah, that’s fine…”
“What about: ‘I destroy the pussy, hit it like a fist fight, homie’[3]?”
“… that… that’s not even from this song but… okay…”
“But I can’t say: ‘bitch, you can miss me with it. Bitch ni…’[4]” again with her hand! She grumbled at me.
“NO! What’s wrong with you?!”
“But… Ramil calls me that all the time…”
“Seriously?! And how does that make you feel…?”
“Um… honored…?” I answered truthfully. She huffed in frustration.
“That’s not how you’re supposed to feel!” she argued. This was actually funny… and I was starting to like having her hand over my mouth! I smirked at her.
“Well… if I marry you, then can I feel honored about it?”
“Wait… what?!”
“Would I be able to say it back, then? I’ll see Ramil at the reception and be all, MY NI…” like clockwork, her hand covered my mouth, tighter this go around! She was absolutely flustered and I had no idea if it was from the suggestion of getting married or my excessive need of trying to say that word!
-_-_-_-
When I felt him smile, it made me narrow my eyes at him even more. Especially as he gently grabbed my wrist to remove my hand.
“You’re doing this on purpose…”
“Maybe.” those luscious eyes began to smolder. It made me want to kiss him! His kisses weren’t as toe curling as the Martian’s but they were really good and I enjoyed them fully!
“This is one of your tricks!”
“My… tricks?”
“To get your women in bed with you…” I smirked. I was half serious, half joking; the realization had been made on New Year’s on how he got women to drop their panties! However, I immediately wanted to take it back when his whole demeanor changed. It was as though I hurt his feelings.
“You… hold on. Stay right there; don’t move.” he left me sitting on the counter as he went back into my living room. He switched songs; now “Latch” was playing. I simply watched him as he returned, a small smile on his face, “I really like this song.” Wally was back in his position as he looked at me. I blushed a bit; I wasn’t the best of singers but it was one of those songs that I couldn’t help but to sing. It didn’t take me long to realize why Wally chose the song in the first place. My eyes widened at him as he continued to smirk, “You know, all of that flirting I do is for show. I’ve never had an army of women, ever! There really isn’t anyone in my life right now… except you. Only you. And I plan to keep it that way…” before I could respond to anything, Wally cupped my face and pulled me in for a kiss. It started off nice and sweet; I lightly moaned as his tongue slowly ran over mine. It was short lived as he released and looked at me for a moment. A grunt of approval was heard before his lips covered mine yet again.
I felt it; the spark had increased tenfold as the kiss became deeper. It was weird to have someone with hair, again; I wasted no time running my fingers through those locks of his, though! Tonight was going to be the night; he confessed that there were no other women in his life. It felt only right to top it off with some well anticipated sex! His hands went underneath my shirt and I was flush against his body. I tingled at the feel of how hard he was and I locked my ankles around the back of his thighs, pulling him even closer to me. He moaned as I grinded against him, his hands moving down to play at the hem of my pants. I mimicked him as I let my fingers fumble with the button of his jeans.
… I don’t know what happened; whatever I did made him halt everything! His breathing was heavy as he slightly backed away from me, his forehead touching mine.
“What? What is it, now?” to say that I was frustrated was an understatement! I couldn’t help but to let it show in my tone! Wally calmed himself and gave me a weak smile.
“I… I don’t have any condoms…” his face became flustered. Okay; at least we were both on the same page! I was honestly surprised at what he said; it had been so long since I worried myself about protection!
“… oh…”
“Y-Yeah.”
“Well… go get some…” I always had to remind myself that he was the Flash! I didn’t give him a chance to respond as I pulled him back towards me and devoured his lips! He let out a surprised moan but held on to my hips for dear life! Well, well, well; it’s about time you took control of this situation! Shut up, shut up, shut up! No matter what the “plan” was, I wanted that man and I was gonna have him!
Wally pulled away from me once more. I was about to attack him again but then I saw him touch his communicator. FUCK!
“Y-Y-Yeah? What… right now…? A-Alright. Yeah… you did, actually…” he glanced at me and then turned fully red. I bit my lip to suppress my giggles, “Shut up; I’ll be there! I’m sorry, babe…” he sighed out, looking at me. I gave him a playful pout.
“One of these days, I’m a take that communicator out of your ear! Or turn it off!”
“Heh; it’s a good idea… if I wasn’t a founding member!”
“Oh, yeah…” I kept forgetting that as well! Wally gave me a tender kiss and looked deeply into my eyes, “Be safe…”
“Yes, dear.” his eyes sparkled with laughter. I pinched him on his arm as I smirked, “I will be, that’s a promise…” another kiss and then he slowly left. I was alone with my thoughts… and my tingling groin! Was it really all about not having condoms? It seemed that it went deeper than that. What if… they don’t call him the Flash just because of his ability…?
…… My eyes widened at Venus’s theory. Shit; that never dawned on me! No wonder he always stopped short! I felt so sorry for him. That’s the only reason I can think of as to why he doesn’t have women clawing at him! Poor baby! I would have never thought that when they called the Flash the fastest man alive… that it also applied to in the bed!
[1]-[2] Lyrics taken from About the Money by T.I
[3] Lyrics taken from FDB-Remix by various
[4] Lyrics taken from About the Money by T.I.
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